Everything has been doing okay lately. I haven't cut in awhile, which is good I guess. I feel as if Bobbie and I are drifting though. We hardly talk now. =/. I guess it's okay, I just need to make her want to be with me =/ by changing I guess ( Read more... )

The passed two days have been okay. Field Hockey has been okay also. We won our Jv and Varsity games yesterday so yeah, that was cool. Today's practice was cool also.

And yes, I'm making this short kuz I really don't want to write here. Everyone whose anyone knows what's been going on so yeah. I'll write here later.

..Kieara

Today was okay. Omfg, go carts were so much fun!! I ran into Kevin at one of the tracks. Haha, me and him went bungi jumping. My mom was shitting her pants. He was like "OH NO WERE GUNNA DIE" when the ropes made an odd noise and I so went head first into his chest screaming my ass off. Lol. Before that we racedd our go carts.. We had to stop to ( Read more... )

Today's been a shitty day..First to start with.. My dad hit me.. then.. my family made me go to a Twisted Sister concert at the ocean front.. After that I was grouped by some asshole whom tried to get into my pants. Then when I geth ome hoping to fin Bobbie here still, some asshole under her list tells me that she cheated on me. And what shocks me ( Read more... )

Jen and I have been doing okay today. We've been talking all day and she saw me on cam a couple times <3. She's been there for me today, than she has ever.. and I like it ( Read more... )

Gah, people are really going to get pissed, but I haven't yet stopped cutting myself =\. I'm trying though.. I don't want to lose my friends or my girl.. It's just not easy as people make it seem or want to make it seem like ( Read more... )

ABOUT YOU

.name. Kieara
.age. 16
.sex. female
.hair color. dirty blonde
.eye color. blue/grey/hazel
.sexual preference. bi
.ethnicity. caucasion

FAVORiTE

.band. yellowcard
.song. fall to pieces
.singer. Atreyu
.food. ethnic <3 ( Read more... )

So.. Bobbie went to the party and left me here.. It's 1 am there.. and 4 here.. I don't know where she is but I'm really worried.. I don't know though.. She could have went to bed, but for some reason I doubt it.. She said she'd be out late.. Heh ( Read more... )

Jen and I have been talking in e-mail a little. Nothing big.. I heard a lot of shit she said in her LJ, so I don't know what to think ( Read more... )

Nothing's going to last. Me being here.. isn't going to last.. Field Hockey, my relationships, my friendships.. It's all going to end..I honestly can't take me anymore. I can't my fucking life and I can't take that I can never feel anything right ( Read more... )