i am bullshit.

oopsie daisy baby. we made a mistake; a very very good mistake. a catastrophic mistake. a mistake that could bring me back down to my knees. a mistake underneath a heat lightning storm, nearly breaking 4 am. you've made fucking up so pretty.

"i missed this, nim."
"i'm falling alseep."
"don't. it's you, nim. it's you."

i am not what you promised i would be. i am higher and lower and farther away. kiss me and tell me how tall i will grow with you. make a promise: believe or understand. do not hate me for what i cannot do/love me for what i can: i am waiting. how icy will your lips be tomorrow, unwilling to keep or grab what is deserved. reach out!; refer to me as ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, but it's not my fault, and there's nothing i can do to turn back time. nothing at all. you made your decision, now let me make mine. it's too late for you.

people change, and i have. perhaps you now realize what you let fall away from you.

hello clint baby.

"i am alive, i am alive, and that is the best that i can do."

graduated. legality. past coming back to get in my sheets. time to drive long distances to make up for what i did wrong.

"you are an ass, a snake in the grass, and she seeps from out your pores. but baby it's time to pay for my crime, and nothing i can say could make you mine. you either sing it in key or run into me, but i can fake it as good as you. but tonight we'll leave all our spirit songs, we'll drive and reach the hills by dawn. my love is dressing me like a ( Read more... )

i think i'm sort of over this. this town, the people in it. and i mean everybody. i'll keep the friends that are true to me close now, they'll come up every weekend next year. we'll dance in the light of my hand-me-down lamps, the wooden floor of my kitchen creaking some song i don't remember the words to. laughing at our failed dinners, staying up ( Read more... )

someone got my debit card number somehow and has stolen my identity.

bank north didn't even bother to notify me, i had to find out for myself when i went to go put 20 dollars in. great.

my fish, corporal whiskers, died today. he was 3 years old. i'm really, really sad about this. i love that fish ( Read more... )