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today was very humbling.

YOU KNOW WHAT.

it's gonna be a good day.
no matter what happens.

YOU KNOW WHAT.

i made cupcakes today A LOT OF THEM
and bought amazingly discounted expensive pants
and puked frozen yogurt.

WHAT A GREAT DAY :)

i ruined absolutely everything i'd worked so hard for
in one hour.

i hate being back at square one
not knowing if i'll ever get back to where i was.

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i'm so angry with myself.

being productive makes me feel like an adult.

mmmyeah.

last night was absolutely amazing ( Read more... )

i amazed myself sunday.
i absolutely 100% sincerely
realized
with tears flooding my face,

i want to spend eternity with you.
there's no one else.

i've got tunnel vision.

so i guess.
right now.
i just have to work on...

not caring at all.

and i was doing so well.
whatever.

new.
starting all over again.