Courtney, I haven't talked to you in a while. and this braclet of yours that i wear reminds me of you everyday. (which makes me smile. and sometimes it's the only smile of the day.) I haven't gone a day without wearing it. I love you so much. and each and everytime i see you, you look sad. and i wanted to let you know. that you are a wonderful person, and you did nothing wrong. [nothing]. I also wanted to tell you that i miss you so much. so very much. and i want to talk to you. i wanted to come see you today during 2nd. but i was sick. and i didnt want you to see me looking like a dead person. but i will talk with you soon. i promise. because i love you no matter what, and i want you to know that i'm here for you for absolutely anything. [anything]
and if you want to leave LJ. i understand. it's your decision. i want to call you. but i don't know if you're working or not.
no you don't. I will argue with you how much you want about that too. unless you believe otherwise. Yes, i was surprised. and yes, it was a big shocker. but no. you do not do every fucking thing wrong. [NO]. And as much as I would like to give you a 10 page speach about how wonderful you are, I can't. b/c the're aren't enough words to tell you how much i love and care about you
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Just kidding. Well I'll probably, like, never talk to you anymore (even though I don't do it much in the first place)... but I really love you and I think you're so cool. So I'll part with these words: You are a wonderful girl. You're sweet, fun, smart, and pretty. You're going places. Follow your heart and don't give up on what you want.
I loveness monster you, woman, and you're one of those people that isn't going to leave my memory.
I am sooo bad at keeping in touch. You know my friend William? Yeah, we're both scrambling, trying to think of a way we can keep in touch with you (we both hate phones). Haha.
But I think I will call you one day, because losing you altogether would really make me sad. <3 :)
I love you! I'll miss reading your LJ :( we need to hang out sometime, you're so great and you can talk to me anytime if you need my number just ask :D
I'm never online. My computer is messed up. I talk on the phone more often. Though I'm not such a fan of that either. If you want my number email me and let me know. I can still check that on occasion.
I, like the rest of the mobs of people, don't wish to see you go. I see you [Or at least, I used to see you] in the mornings, but I never had a clue of anything that went on in your life... The LJ helped me out there.
If you leave, that's fine. But remember, you're the RoxTwin. I don't want anything at all to come between us! Don't cut me out, please? I miss 2nd period gym so much because we got to know each other and had a great time monkey-walking around the gym and whatnot.
So yea, just... Keep me? Even if you don't keep the livejournal, I would like to be kept. I love you like the RoxTwin you are to me, and would die with eternal pain if I were to be removed from your life =(.
I love you but I honestly cant wait to graduate and get away from EVERYONE. I'm so sick of people making me feel like shit. God fucking forbid I make a change in my life. I need to meet people who know nothing about me so I can start over.
I'm sorry if it seems I'm trying to make you feel like shit in any way, shape, or form. Because I'm not. In my opinion you have done nothing wrong to deserve being treated like shit. Or made to feel like shit.
Everybody's entitled to change in their life and I'm all for it... All I wanted was to be kept in your life, I didn't want me and you [RoxTwins fo' life!] to change.
So I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me, kay? Cause I wasn't trying to hurt you.
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I haven't talked to you in a while. and this braclet of yours that i wear reminds me of you everyday. (which makes me smile. and sometimes it's the only smile of the day.) I haven't gone a day without wearing it. I love you so much. and each and everytime i see you, you look sad. and i wanted to let you know. that you are a wonderful person, and you did nothing wrong. [nothing]. I also wanted to tell you that i miss you so much. so very much. and i want to talk to you. i wanted to come see you today during 2nd. but i was sick. and i didnt want you to see me looking like a dead person. but i will talk with you soon. i promise. because i love you no matter what, and i want you to know that i'm here for you for absolutely anything. [anything]
and if you want to leave LJ. i understand. it's your decision.
i want to call you. but i don't know if you're working or not.
i love you<3
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you did what was best for you and I'll always admire that.
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See what you've done?
Just kidding. Well I'll probably, like, never talk to you anymore (even though I don't do it much in the first place)... but I really love you and I think you're so cool. So I'll part with these words: You are a wonderful girl. You're sweet, fun, smart, and pretty. You're going places. Follow your heart and don't give up on what you want.
I loveness monster you, woman, and you're one of those people that isn't going to leave my memory.
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You should seriously call me one day and we'll hang out.
Home- 919 528 0409
Cell- 919 671 4606
I love you too. :)
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But I think I will call you one day, because losing you altogether would really make me sad. <3 :)
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we need to hang out sometime, you're so great
and you can talk to me anytime
if you need my number just ask :D
<333
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If you want my number email me and let me know. I can still check that on occasion.
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If you leave, that's fine. But remember, you're the RoxTwin. I don't want anything at all to come between us! Don't cut me out, please? I miss 2nd period gym so much because we got to know each other and had a great time monkey-walking around the gym and whatnot.
So yea, just... Keep me? Even if you don't keep the livejournal, I would like to be kept. I love you like the RoxTwin you are to me, and would die with eternal pain if I were to be removed from your life =(.
♥
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God fucking forbid I make a change in my life.
I need to meet people who know nothing about me so I can start over.
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Everybody's entitled to change in their life and I'm all for it... All I wanted was to be kept in your life, I didn't want me and you [RoxTwins fo' life!] to change.
So I'm sorry. Don't be mad at me, kay? Cause I wasn't trying to hurt you.
♥
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