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[_____dddrowning]

i dont know what to think or do.
i like grant a lot... haha. but why did i think id have a chance. nokomis likes grant now because travis is... weird. i dont really understand him. i just wish i was pretty and less shy and way cooler so then maybe id have a chance.
i dont need any of that "omfg you are pretty though" bullshit. or "you can talk to

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[_tune_you_out]

OMFG, you are pretty though!
And you can talk to me if you want.

Haha sorry, I couldn't resist. But like..just because your friend likes him, does he like her back? You never know. He might actually like you [which he probably does, psh]. I guess you either have to just wait and see what happens or..mayb talk to you friend about it? I'm not sure =/ But I really hope things can work you for yoooou darling <33

[_____dddrowning]

no. he likes her probably. i'm just the dumb girl that happened to be there.

he has a girlfriend but nokomis said he said something about breaking up with her but today he didnt seem like he was going to.

i just need to stop being so sad about something dumb. they're just feelings.

[theywerelike]

I'd tell you that you're pretty and that you can talk to me if you want, but you don't want to hear it so let's pretend I never said that.
I really wish I could offer advice but I'm pathetic and have never had a boyfirend so I can't. So what am I doing? I have no clue. I hope you figure out what to do though. If I were you I'd just be myself and if he liked me, cool, if not, that's ok because if both of you aren't happy it's not going to last very long. I love you dear.

[_____dddrowning]

thanks <33

i'm not mad at my friend. i dunno. i cant be mad at her, i dont really blame her. i just hate liking people because i always do and it always ends up with me being sad.

[theywerelike]

I never thought you were mad. I was just saying that if he likes her then I'd be happy that they're happy. You probably don't want to hear it but there are plenty more fish in the sea. And if he doesn't like you, you'll find someone better. I don't know, I suck with this stuff.

[_____dddrowning]

yeah, haha sorry i wasnt saying you said i was mad. i just wanted to say it because i realised that i sounded like i was mad at her.

i just need to stop being dumb. and yeah theres so many other people.
i hate when i get attatched to people

[_____dddrowning]

well i dont want to be fighting with her. i dunno. i have been hanging out with her a lot lately and we've been good friends. i wouldnt want to let it end over a guy. she doesnt need to back off. i'm used to it by now. my last like 4 boyfriends either cheated on me with my best friend or dumped me for my best friend. i might as well give up before any of that happens again. thats why im so sad. i'm just always lonely and afraid that something bad is going to happen when i'm vulnerable. and i'm extremely vulnerable right now. i wanted to tell him before but it is complicated with me, everything is.
i'm sick of getting hurt because thats all i ever feel.

[thaumaturgic]

Yeah I've been and I'm going through the same thing right now. I've liked this guy for a year but still not plucked up the courage to talk to him because I think he’s too good for me. Truth is - you only get one shot, if you never try, you'll never know, I'm taking my own advice and asking him for his number next week ;o)
This is also to let you know that I've moved http://www.livejournal.com/users/melodiac/ If you add me there I'll add you back Hun

Best of luck to you x

[poorxcore]

emily.i love you.we should hangout more often.