today i wrote this,
"Life doesn't always coodinate with our wants, and our needs; 
so it is up to us to coodinate our wants, and our needs with our lives"

i wanna loose wieght. a lot of wieght, get real skinny. my goal for 2007.
still dont know what to do.
this shits stupid.
seriously.
so stupid.

i cant wait to move.
this morning i was so happy to find my like best friend from ireland, padraig left me a myspace message.
it just cheered me up so much.
i love them guys over there.

<3

things are sort of messed up right now.
i still love him, but i dont know what to do.
i really want to move now. just get out of here.
but i wouldnt be able to finish school in ireland. which sucks.
 no one in my house is talking to me. cool.
this year so far, is really awesome, really.

2007, AHAHA what a joke.

home from ireland since tuesday.
the trip was good.
foregiveness&acceptance.

im moving there after i graduate.
change.

things are slowley still falling apart.

i leave for ireland tomorrow.

shit sucks.
i dont know what to do.
my mind has crashed.

kate is home though, its nice to see such a familiar face.
to be able to talk to someone i can totally just open up to.

i want to tell him everything, but im scared he will be intimidated by such a complicated girl.

why, why is this happeneing.

everything is falling apart-

so im lame, tomorrow will be one month. haha.
its nice though, i love him. its wierd, a good wierd.
and probably the most random thing to happen ever.
but its good.

i got a fucking UPM yesterday. shit sucks,
and i already have an ACD.
fuckinggggggg.
atleast they arnt in the same town.
i hope shit goes well.
 court on december 28.hahah i wont be here.
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