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well yesterday was monday. it was about the worst day of my life.
just a bunch of bad luck over & over.
1) sunday night i finished a 20 page project that was due on friday.
2) i woke up sickker than i went to bed
3) grossssss cough medicine
4) missed my bus
5) mother left me lunch money, but i didnt have enough for the taxi & lunch
6) i havent packed lunch since i was about 10. & it sucked
7) i had 2 other people going to the trainstation in my cab, we dropped them 1st.
8) reallyyyyyy late to chem
9) we had a double period, so we did a lab, one of my partners fucked up & then broke a beaker.
10) pop quiz in that same period.
11) i almost fell asleep for review of a test i might fail.
12) i went to lunch. ate my packed lunch
13) someone tried to get a cookie in my mouth, it hit my forehead and i got a crumb in my eye.
14) go to the computer lab for digital photo, my mouse doesnt have the ball thing in it
15) i take another mouse, it doesnt work either
16) by the time i get on another computer, i missed the lesson and was behind the class.
17) i got in trouble 7th period for someone hurting me.
18) 8th period i walk out in the cold with no jacket to the tennis courts to see my old gym teacher with alyssa (who had gym that period) it's a substitute.
19) all my prints came out fine except for the last 2. the projects due on friday & i know i wont finish.
20) i was extremely sick the entireeee day.
besides all that.
i havent cried in about 2 weeks.
& before that, it was about another 2 weeks.
i'm finally going along with what i wanted.
& fuck yes, i love it ♥
i have amazing best friends
& my boyfriend is the best thing that has ever happened to me. EVER
my birthday is in about 2 weeks.
& my sweet 16 only a few days after that.
my mom & i are actually getting along.
we went shopping & i got some sweet new clothes today!
i've finally gotten over things from the past.
you'll never be replaced, grandma. but you're not here.
i still miss you, but i'm done eating my life away over it.
i'm happy god damnit =D
& theres nothing you can do about it!!!!