~sigh~  well things happen for a reason.

"i got to take care of my future"

he doesnt know whats real.
he was once someone so amazing 
now
he just talks.

my heart broke.
but i live and we talked and got our closure.
and if there may be a future like he said to me one last time than ...perhaps..

but i move on.

i wish that i was born a thousand years ago.

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i honestly cannot explain or describe what happened in those mountains but ravishing beauty ate me up and i have awaken. remember me the way i was, and see what i am now.

pray that i come out alive..

im leaving for malibu tomorow on a wilderness program.
im gonna do some rope corses a 10 hour hike and rappel of a cliff.
pretty fucking gnarly. im really nervous though because this is the real deal.

well ill be back friday night.

call me and lets make plans!!!!

await the arrival.
he is near.

im not talking about God.

i cant complain. i have everything i asked for ( Read more... )

i mothafuckin Graduated!!!!!!!

thank God for continuation schools :]

i'm free. lets go party i need to celebrate !

roger waters i playing in october.

tickets are $120..i have to purchase them!

its worth it.

it would be lovely if someone came with...?????

i dont know what to say to all of you anymore ( Read more... )

i am mentally acute

but with the soul of a clown...

its my gift and my curse.

would you believe me if i told you that i am the smartest person on earth? haha

perhaps? no didnt think so.

keep living the american dream donkeys.

and at the end just go fuck yourself.

fucking slave.

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COACHELLA!!!!!

so grayhound it is.

HOTEL, DRINKS, HIKING, THE THREE OF US. THE DESERT.

everything is broken up and dances.