It's weird, I just feel more comfortable fasting than eating. Brian was here all weekend, so I had to eat all weekend or else he would've suspected something. Back to my usual reutine, maybe just restricting for this week because of exams. I'm too tired right now.

So. I was trying to kick myself out of the habbit of eating dissorder(s), so I stopped posting in onlythreeweeks, but I still found myself reading and replying to everything. And even though I'm not trying to fast, I just do. I feel more comfortable fasting. As a person I mean, I just like it. So. I'm stuck again. I've had this issue with my body ( Read more... )

Ok, tomorrow I'm starting my fast over.

Stats.
Height: 5'3
Weight: 102
BMI: 18.1

Goal: Drop 3-5 by the end of this week.

Long term goal: Be in the 90s for February break.

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Pms is suuuch a pain! Literally! Today, I was in Barnes and Noble and thought I was going to pass out my cramps were absolutely unbearable. I hate when it gets this bad. I'm feeling better now, but the cravings are a killer. Anyways, so I was talking to my mom today, and somehow- I forget how- the topic of weight came up and I mentioned that I lost ( Read more... )

My mom is such a BITCH. I hate how she's always had this intense GRASP on MMMYYY LIFE and she controls absolutely EVERY LITTLE THING that I do! ANYTHING that happens in my life she always has to fuck up for me, I don't understand it at all. She'll tell me something and get my hopes up, then snatch it away and deny that she ever said it was ok. It's ( Read more... )

PMS is SUUUCH a bitch! I got up to 450 calories today. I ate dinner, now I feel really sick. Like I might throw up, but not willingly. I think I've been purging too much in the past month or so. Arg.. I feel so icky :( Oh well.. tomorrow is another day, and when my stomach calms down I'll just go work out some more downstairs. I'm only 150 calories ( Read more... )

Mmmm... nothing like a two hour morning work out! :) Well, I was distracted, I was watching Made/Real World and entire time. But still, I finished through 8 reutines and then did 150 crunches on the yoga ball and I feel great :) I love the tight feeling after you work out. My legs are exhausted, and my abbs only hurt for a little and then I'll go ( Read more... )

I was looking at one of my posts from 12/22 and I was 108, so for record purposes... as of today- 102. :)

Going to go work out.

So, school was cancelled today, so I have all day to work out!! And I know I can make it today. Usually it gets rough around 630 or so, when I'd usually have dinner, and all of the skipping of snacks and meals I used to have starts to catch up. So I'm going to work out all day, it'll make me feel thinner, hopefully lose some weight, and definately ( Read more... )