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This seems to be something I'm questioned about a lot, and I feel like this will clear everything up, as people often misconstrue what I say. Please read every word, as it's incredibly important to me. This will be my last entry on this incident.
Number 1, I would drop everything for you. I thought all the years we were best friends could have shown that. I've made so many sacrifices for our friendship and you were the only thing I cared about for years, so it baffles me that you say I'm the one dropping this.
Number 2, the whole reason our argument/not talking came about is because you were neglecting me. You said you'd try harder and yet you didn't call, you didn't talk to me, you didn't make plans with me, nothing. You just went on with your life and told people that the only way you could get me back is if you were crying about this, when that is the stupidest, most fucked up, wrong thing I've ever heard.
Number 3, A recap: I didn't ask you to be miserable. I asked you to act like you actually wanted to be my friend. To make time for me, and not just fit me into a schedule. To be a real best friend. To look at me the way I looked at you.
Number 4, I suppose now I see that I was right in saying you'd be much happier without me and that I wasn't your "number 1".
Number 5, you've made me out to be a horrible person. And it's all because you've misconstrued what I said. You are not the better person here, in fact, you're the one who dropped this with both your actions and words.
Number 6, I'm plainly insulted that you lied about so much the last time we really talked. I thought you'd atleast have the decency to keep it between us and not show anyone our conversation, but I thought wrong.
Number 7, Your popularity is blinding you and you've hurt the ones that care about you the most in the process. I never thought you were that type.
Moreover, Trisha(for example) and myself have always been there for you in both your good and bad times. Your new best friends haven't.
Number 8, I'm glad you have better friends than I'll ever be, and I'm glad you're happy. I'm also glad you're being honest about how happy you are without me, though that is a fucked up thing to do to someone that considered you her best friend of all time.
Number 9, I thought maybe some time would help you understand and make you try harder to hang out with me and not be preoccupied when we hung out and actually enjoy my company. I guess it just made you see what I've been saying all along: you simply don't care and you've moved on to better things.
I don't know how to make this any simpler to understand. But you've hurt me more than you'll ever know.
Number 1, I would drop everything for you. I thought all the years we were best friends could have shown that. I've made so many sacrifices for our friendship and you were the only thing I cared about for years, so it baffles me that you say I'm the one dropping this.
Number 2, the whole reason our argument/not talking came about is because you were neglecting me. You said you'd try harder and yet you didn't call, you didn't talk to me, you didn't make plans with me, nothing. You just went on with your life and told people that the only way you could get me back is if you were crying about this, when that is the stupidest, most fucked up, wrong thing I've ever heard.
Number 3, A recap: I didn't ask you to be miserable. I asked you to act like you actually wanted to be my friend. To make time for me, and not just fit me into a schedule. To be a real best friend. To look at me the way I looked at you.
Number 4, I suppose now I see that I was right in saying you'd be much happier without me and that I wasn't your "number 1".
Number 5, you've made me out to be a horrible person. And it's all because you've misconstrued what I said. You are not the better person here, in fact, you're the one who dropped this with both your actions and words.
Number 6, I'm plainly insulted that you lied about so much the last time we really talked. I thought you'd atleast have the decency to keep it between us and not show anyone our conversation, but I thought wrong.
Number 7, Your popularity is blinding you and you've hurt the ones that care about you the most in the process. I never thought you were that type.
Moreover, Trisha(for example) and myself have always been there for you in both your good and bad times. Your new best friends haven't.
Number 8, I'm glad you have better friends than I'll ever be, and I'm glad you're happy. I'm also glad you're being honest about how happy you are without me, though that is a fucked up thing to do to someone that considered you her best friend of all time.
Number 9, I thought maybe some time would help you understand and make you try harder to hang out with me and not be preoccupied when we hung out and actually enjoy my company. I guess it just made you see what I've been saying all along: you simply don't care and you've moved on to better things.
I don't know how to make this any simpler to understand. But you've hurt me more than you'll ever know.