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Yesterday was really nice. I hung out with Dave like all day. He picked me a really pretty flower. :]
I was actually happy. Just leave it up to my parents to make me wanna kill myself again.
I feel so god damn lonely and hopeless right now. And this whole cutting thing is getting really out of control ( Read more... )
I was actually happy. Just leave it up to my parents to make me wanna kill myself again.
I feel so god damn lonely and hopeless right now. And this whole cutting thing is getting really out of control ( Read more... )
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Me too.
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You really don't deserve to cry that much and those people who hurt you and make you feel like complete shit don't deserve to even know you because you're absolutely amazing and they're sacks of semen. I think I just wrote a run-on sentence. :\
I love you, Esztahbaby. You're my bestest friend. =)
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what is triple c?
i feel like no one has a chance any more at being truly happy. this world makes it too hard
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You might as well be doing x...it's better anyways.
Triple c's just put holes in you stomach and you in the hospital.
The trip isn't even that great after the 3rd time you start feeling like you're going to die.
Take this as personal experience advice..
plus they are very addictive.
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2, more people have died on ccc than e.
3, holes in your brain*
4, just the thought of that cinnamon sort of candy coat that are on the pills just makes me want to barf.
hmm. awkward. haven't talked to you eszter in a long time. but, how's dhs?
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Haha, yeah so uhhh, I haven't gone to school in like 3 months. I kind of unofficially dropped out. But not really. I had 2 months of sitting around time, which was pretty nice, but now I'm doing gay independent studies. Not that I do my work or anything. Ha, you know how I do.
Hey you should IM me sometime.
'Cause you're pretty awesome && I miss talking to you. :|
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