...i lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness

=/

i thought i'd add in there...

Jon <3 3/20 :]]]]]]]

MARCH 25 '0HH7...
all i have to say is:
 ;]

st. patricks day..

parade- coldd
tradit. cornbeef and potatoes- mm mm mmm
obie's- madd fun.. until the end =/

I honestly want to say sorry for ruining everyone's night last night. I guess its true... the truth comes out when you're drunk =[ bad timing much? But seriously.. thank you for everyone who helped me too.. i really appreciate it. And dont ( Read more... )

idk why but lately i've been crying a lot =[
i'm really happy with most things right now...
but other things -- notsomuch.

i have one wish,
...and it is hopeless.

oh star upon cold-stone night sky,
be you bright, but not brilliant?
or be it ye not faithful nor fateful,
but perhaps dimwitted and deceitful.
for this be-eth not the truth,
do tell the irony of ( Read more... )

Maybe there's a god above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
And it's not a cry you can hear at night,
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah
Hallelujah, Hallelujah

xx

learning to deal with that. i'm just gonna give him respect and maybe some time, and then maybe we'll be friends again. i do hafta put this out there though: the synchronization of the numerals are almost uncanny!

on another note: i think i did something and idk if its good or bad.. it seemed good but idk what happens next?
>.<

crapmang.

my personal narative made me see both sides. and so did this.

and now i know how you feel.
aren't i just wonderful?
not.

=[

i shouldn't be so angry right now... no i should NOT be.
ohhh but i am. maybe not angry, but upset maybe?
but then again im still really happy right now =]

my mood swings aren't fun, they're RiDiCulous.

METMAN1242: i cared about you.
METMAN1242: past tense
METMAN1242: ur nothing but a fake now

<3
i LOVE[d] assholes.

EDiT //.
...so whenever i call you, you'll be there?
funny, you said you DON'T wanna be friends
and that i'm fake. why would i bother calling?
and if i did, why would u wanna talk to a fake.
think about it.