she had felt hopeless and crushed and all those infinite detrimental emotions that had left her feeling dejected. she had lost herself and her meaning of life and her hunger for fun and adventure. there was no consoling her or having her smile, or laugh, or just feel whole. surely, you understand, that all she had was herself and that would never ( Read more... )

Falling into darkness slipping into fear. All that is left is the broken shards of my horrors. I stand only a few feet from the edge. I fear that if I fall I shall not get up again. I have seen empires burn and kingdoms fall. But not the suffocating sight of your deception. I lie on a bed of nails, becoming what I feared. This is my sacrifice, my ( Read more... )

I can see the tears forming around your eyes.And I can see your fears building up inside.I can see your confused and tired of life.I can tell you wish everything felt right.

I can tell your sad and just want to be held.I can tell you fake that smile and that your going through hell.I can tell your afraid and fed up with the pain.I can tell your ( Read more... )

On the first page of our story the future seemed so bright then this thing turned out so evil I don’t know why I’m still surprised even angels have their wicked schemes and you take that to new extremes but you’ll always be my hero even though you've lost your mind. Now there’s gravel in our voices glass is shattered from the fighting this tug of ( Read more... )

Is it so bad to be lonely? A cliche in the highest degree. Poor little girl "oh please! pitty me!" self-loathing so deep that to smile is pure forgery. So i hide behind my layered mask decorated with the battle scars of my past, and i bed you "please don't ask" just sit and entertain my one act fantasy of normality cause this false-hood makes me ( Read more... )

Just beneath the surface, waiting all the time. Nerves and bottled problems playing on the line. One step across the boundary  it all just falls away. No resolute, confidence, no "i'm ok" charade. It spreads across my body, prickles under my skin. Its inside, in my mind, this demon i cant win. My breathing becomes shallow. I yearn to stop the tears ( Read more... )

          The unbearable weight-it crushes me, holds me down under it. I try to stand, to rise, only to fall to my knees once more. I feel as if someone swept my feet out from under me. And there's no one to help me, no hand reaching, no arms holding me up. Feeling so alone, even among a crowd of friends. Its not right, i shouldn't feel this way, ( Read more... )