I just finished Women by Charles Bukowski. I read his novel Ham on Rye and I really loved it. That had me hooked. I think I'll read Post Office next. I've read a few books of his poetry and they were good but I prefer a story. They were very good though. In the back of the book they advertise a documentary about him. I suppose there are a few. ( Read more... )

and i can't pull away from the past. everything about it seems so appealing. well, not everything of course but the good things do. i feel like i want to make more of these memories but there always seems to be something in the way. currently the snow is making me feel like a recluse or a bear locked in for the winter. this too shall pass. i should ( Read more... )

i stopped internet blogging for a while because i thought i'de be more honest with myself and get more of a routine if i started journaling on paper. and it works, but im so scatterbrained, this is almost easier because ten fingers move faster than one pen, to put it simply. i'm slowly getting my eating habits back in order. i went to the gym today ( Read more... )

i work at pleasing me cuz i cant please you ( Read more... )

i'm feeling good today, i think i've lost a little bit of weight. i just generally feel good. i tried to do yoga to no avail. my stupid fucking on-demand wasnt working and the stupid fucking dvd i got is worth about dick ( Read more... )

is some money ( Read more... )

i'm starting a new journal ( Read more... )

i'm sick of living such a mundane life ( Read more... )

i think i could write another do's and don'ts... i could write one that took 4 days to read. but will i really apply it to my life? no. i dont even listen to myself. i dont even listen to my body. i have no idea what im telling myself. i dont even know what the situations i end up in say about me. i'll never be good enough for her. its not that im ( Read more... )

do- figure out your sexuality ( Read more... )