i'm actually so happy that not even a ska CD could upset me.i love feeling/being like this again.this guy is awesome.

my bedroom window is boarded up with little slits to see through so i feel as if i'm hiding from nazis.i really want to go to the beach but they're evacuating beachside so that's a no.maybe someone will find a paddle for spanking, THAT'LL provide much fun ( Read more... )

buh buh buh birthday.and i lloovvee erin & jacki, they're such wonderful friends.glad that erin is ESPECIALLY forgiving, and i was overjoyed every minute i spent with her balloon.

i can't figure out this stupid pic-to-internet thing at the one time erin isn't online for therapy purposes.what's a good restaurant(anywhere but an all-u-can-eat BBQ buffet)?something new needs to come to s my d-aytona.

plus i'm sleepy.insanely.

i can finally drive right about.......

NOW

i wish he wouldn't mess with her, so i wouldn't mess with him.

actually wish that for one day everything i've thought but left as ideas to forget about would happen.but i guess that would leave me wishing and bitching for more.                                                                                    but i've still got 2 overwhelmingly ( Read more... )

God i love jacki & erin.

and italian happy birthday songs...

*this night has been fantasmastic, even enduring parts of erin's giddy romance talk.ha she's snoring, how entertaining....if i sleep i'll never wake up, ugh.airheads are drugs.ahh meatless big macs & certain 'talks' & messed up movies & feeding granola bars to people with no arms make up a grrreat time.having no school helps, in fact we might not ( Read more... )

erin's party was pretty fun.got to know some people better, which was good.and i thought over what we talked about last night, and i've got someone & a half of someone to add to the "i wouldn't mind if they somehow disappeared & never came back" list.one of which i know very well, the other of which i knew well but now just want to leave this ( Read more... )

so we broke up.

i feel really awful, but i guess i knew it was coming.he did too.other people were like "oh you guys should just break up cause of blah blah blah", but it's not because of anything anyone said. in fact, only theo, chris, jacki & erin's opinions really mattered, because they're our best friends & only those 4 really knew the whole ( Read more... )