goodbye to 2004 hello 2005!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!
It was the best one everrrrrrr.
i went to the doctor yeseterday and im sick :( i have a sincus infection.
woah buddy. just wow. What an eventful night. I will never forget anything. Party at Sarahs house. so fun. It was just me, nick, chris, sarah, mark and (sarah wanted to bring jess along) jess. Jess had bought DDR so we brought that over. We watched envy it was kinda a boring movie. It was like 10. After the movie/DDR we went outside and through snowballs and played soccer in the dark. Since sarah lives by loon lake elementry we walked over to the playground. We swung, which i havnt done there since forever. It just seemed weird going back, i miss it, to see how old we are when we go back to our old schools. Memories just rushed back. Standing on top of this playground construction watching the moon and stars, thinking it will be a new year, and spending it with the people who mean the most. I know this will be the beginning of an awesome year.
Well smart one me, i was at the top of this construction with Nick, and uh i decided i wanted to go down the slide...I slide down...then i realize and scream "OMG" well, i was sitting at the bottom of this huge cold puddle of water. greeat. my whole butt was soaked!!! So Nick walked me back to the house, and like i live there, i just walked up to sarahs room and chose some pants. Well, smart one me, picked out these mesh crop hospital rippped looking like pirate pants. Well i didnt wana freeeze the rest of my leg going back outside, so i put on knee high black soccer socks. I also didnt want to wear my clogs with the snow and gravel of the structure, so i put on sarahs red converse. HAHAH i looked like a pirate.
So we walked back to the playground. Then walked back to the house. We watched a few south park eposoids. Ami (Sarahs mom) got all of our sparkling water ready. So i lean over to sarah and chris and whisper "guys...what do i do...are you guys going to drink first, or kiss...?!?!?" they both just looked at me and laughed. lol well i really wanted to know, and they said they were going to drink first, so i said ill do the opposite. lol We did our countdown, had the kiss, then cheered with the glass and drank. I got up, and Ami was like "do you guys wana go outside and bang pots and pans?! thats what i used to do when i was a little girl..." lol I did. So i shot up, i ran over there, no one was following me, her mom handed me a pot and a spoon. i went outback to the deck, and was banging it really loud. a few seconds later nick showed up with a pot, then jess showed up. All three of us just stood in a line banging out pots and pans bringing in the newyear. (kinda like when the 3 ppl yell into the infinite abyss in garden state ;) ) we just stood up there.
In perks of being a wallflower, if you've ever read it, he talks about many times where he feels infinite. All night i have i think, for the first time, felt this. At the park watching the moon, when the ball dropped being with my friends, and sister and boyfriend, sliding down the slide sitting in a puddle, wearing those pirate clothes, the sound of the crystal glass being clinked together, kissing, on top of the play structure, and standing out on the poarch banging pots and pans. Everything felt like it was in slow motion and it was amazing. It will be an amazing year.
I know its corny, but i couldnt think of anything else...For my new years resolution, i want to live life to the fulliest everyday. Or promise to laugh everday. Such great heights by the postal service was me and nicks song of the year. It was the song on my poarch when i got home kissing nick, is what i was listening to. and this other song "let go" by frou frou (song on garden state cd) its my favorite. i play it over and over again on repeat day and night literally. Nick's even sick of it.
I walked in the door at 1am. I pulled an all nighter. I sat in my bed, me n jess watched her new dvd a cinderella story = love that movie, then i wrote a hwessay, then i started a hemp necklace. Then i fell asleep at 4am. I woke up from a text message from nick going up north at 8 or something. i tried to text him for the next few hours, till 10 or something, but i fell asleep on him, lol so sorry bout that. Then i slept in and woke up at 2pm. today=hw day and chore day.blah.
So everyone have an awesome year. This is the first entry of the newyear! and this morning was the hardest goodbye i ever had to say, of the newyear. This is a pretty long journal entry too. I guess i just had many details of events i didnt want to forget, not that i would anyway. But i think this is the first entry where i have had these deep feelings, in a long time. See you all at school!
<3 ~Jen