finals were pretty hard.

why does this have to be so hard

and all of this, was all my fault

me and karlee got cool glasses

can someone save me?

my life always has its way of getting messed up.

on the plus side, i got 2 new nose studs

extremley sad...and depressed, but john will make that all better when i see him next period =) gosh i like him alot, but im not sure if he likes me =(

wow, last night me jen = great time..

im really glad me and her are friends again.. :D there was alot os appologizing going on last night too, like alex was appologizing to me for acting like he was ignoring me, and me and jen were both appologizing to taylor, and me and taylors friendship was on the line last night, and i was really upset about ( Read more... )

i keep telling myself that i dont care, but deep inside, i care with all my fucking heart..i guess i have this i dont care attitude because thats the ONLY way i can remain strong, and i know thats one thing that alex liked about me the most..so every time i wear my livestrong bracelet, i think of alex.

ahh what a day, me and megan, and jennifer are all like drunk as hell, i needed to do some thing to get EVERYTHING of my mind.. AHHH man i hate my life, well i'll write later!

wow, what a night, i talked to alex and taylor last night about my mom doing what shes been doing, and taylor was like :-O and alex was a little upset, he was like "omg no move in with your dad" but i dont want to go there, i hate it there.. i might go visit him this weekend though, like stay one night or so..

eh, i miss alex.