summers are notoriously horrible for my mental health

i was never cut out for sun-kissed tones or pool-produced reflections in the lazy afternoons

rather, lethargy and less-than-wishful thinking tend to leave me burned

and when doubts about the wonderful reciprocity of feelings inevitably emerge

all i wish for is an autumn chill

oh, sweet ennui, you ( Read more... )

i think i've built a wall around myself with
the color green and black and white polka dots
short jokes and high expectations
unsuccessful ties and hopeful plans
a dirty mouth and a clean conscious
artistic attempts and cliché failures
a cute façade and ugly secrets
and stars

there better be more to me than that

he loves me yeah, yeah yeah

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^ go to & enjoy

i am about to embark on a one month fast of you ( Read more... )

>kevin is awesome. he's giving me more than what i could ask for and is as caring as heck. i think i'm going to keep him around for a while...

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a new boy who's a lot of things an old boy wasn't can be a damn good thing... i'm kinda glad kevin kinda makes me smitten.

saturday, 23 september: the mars volta ( Read more... )

sooooooooo i have not written in a while, but life is still kickin ( Read more... )

back in milwaukee... this is going to be the start of something good :D