Comments | ____castaway: DO IT KTHX.

____castaway

DO IT KTHX.

Sep 04, 2005 12:40

I want you to post anything you want.
A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love, anything.
Make sure you post anonymously.

I want tons of comments. TONS. Post as many comments as you want.

(and just in case any of you are as creepy as I am and enjoy reading anonymous secrets, I made this exact post before on my old journal and got about 5 ( Read more... )

Comments 113

anonymous September 4 2005, 17:05:25 UTC

I'm 15 years old, and I'm still afraid of the dark.

I can't leave my house at night, not even to get something out of the car, unless I am accompanied by someone else (but even then I am still scared). I have this strange obsession with thinking someone or something is hiding outside and is going to murder me.

anonymous September 4 2005, 17:07:34 UTC

me too.

anonymous September 7 2005, 02:56:17 UTC

Oh God, me three!

anonymous October 20 2005, 10:37:44 UTC

OMG! I'm exactly the same.
I definatly fourth this!

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anonymous September 4 2005, 17:07:08 UTC

i'm bisexual but have never told anyone. I hate the way I look, + sometimes i look in the mirror + feel sick. my ex-ex-boyfriend ( now one of my good friends ) is in love with me, or says he is, + i dont feel the same. im in love with my ex + he hates me now. we only broke up a few weeks ago. everytime i think about him, which is most of the time, i feel like im being stabbed in the heart. it sounds cliche, but its true. i compare myself to every girl i meet. + im never, ever, as good as them. nearly every boyfriend i've had has cheated on me. + i know that it's because of something i do wrong, but i still can't work out what it is.

oh + im scared of being alone all my life.

anonymous September 6 2005, 21:36:23 UTC

I'm utterly terrified of ending up/dying alone. I want a family, but I'm worried I'll never achieve it.

anonymous January 10 2006, 07:32:24 UTC

I'm also bi and have told hardly anyone, and it makes me feel like a chickenshit.

I also fucking despise the way I look...i'm a compulsive overeater, and it totally shows. the worst is, sometimes I wished I could be anorexic or bulimic...not that I wished I could be healthy...just that I could be totally fucking sick AND pretty.

:hugs:

anonymous September 4 2005, 17:19:20 UTC

i'm so fucking confused about my sexuality. and i cant even talk to any of my friends about it.

&

i've tried to be anorexic. but i just cant do it. food is just to good. so instead, i decided to become bulemic. and ya know what? i cant make myself throw up. like...i think its physically impossible for me.

anonymous September 4 2005, 17:20:36 UTC

i... know exactly how you feel.
i'm the exact same way.

anonymous September 4 2005, 22:01:24 UTC

You know what your problem is, you can't just decide to become 'anorexic' or 'bulimic. You can't force a disease upon yourself. It saddens me that people actually try. You should be happy that you don't have to go through it.

anonymous September 7 2005, 02:57:33 UTC

Please don't TRY to have an eating disorder. These are serious things. If you want to lose weight, try a diet.

anonymous September 4 2005, 17:24:51 UTC

youre one of the coolest people on my FL
youre totally honest & happy with what you are.
i really really admire that & wish i could be more like that.
i hope you never cut me cuz ur so awesome.

♥

I'm going to post anonymous even though there's no reason to. anonymous September 4 2005, 17:33:53 UTC

Aww :) <3333
I don't know who posted that but...
Really, I'm not happy with myself at all.
And I'm one of the least honest people out there. I can't ever tell people how I feel or what's going on in my head, for fear that they'll think less of me.
The only people I can really truly be myself around are people I don't know in person (in other words, online). It almost seems that I can't ever let anyone see who I really am, because I know they wouldn't like what they saw. And I hate that about myself.
I'm not as put together as I may seem.

Oh gosh, that was deep. I feel so contemplative today. Haha. ♥

Re: I'm going to post anonymous even though there's no reason to. anonymous September 4 2005, 18:08:42 UTC

i cant even be honest with people online.
it kind of sucks. because i wish i could now.
like rewind sruff and just be honest about myself.

ur still amazing ♥

Re: I'm going to post anonymous even though there's no reason to. anonymous September 4 2005, 18:22:05 UTC

Yeah, I know how that is. =\

so are you ♥

anonymous September 4 2005, 18:32:43 UTC

i've been thinking and thinking about what my one true talent could be. i've tried different things, and really put a lot of thought into it, and i think i've finally come up with answer. i don't think i have one.

anonymous September 4 2005, 18:34:48 UTC

i know just how you feel :(
i've been worrying about the same thing.

anonymous September 6 2005, 21:42:13 UTC

I feel the exact same way. I seriously can't find a talent I have.