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BASICS;
Name: Laura Michele
Age: 15
Location: Baltimore, Maryland
Sexual Preference: I really don't care either way. I'm pansexual, or openminded. I try to look past gender.
Single/Taken?: Single as of right now.
:MORE INFO;
BANDS(TOP 7): Bright Eyes, The Spill Canvas, Brand New, Hellogoodbye, Hawthorne Heights, Rilo Kiley, Eisley
MOVIES(5): Rocky Horror Picture Show, Fox and the Hound, Chicago, Emperor's New Groove, Mean Girls
BOOKS(3): Go Ask Alice, Tale of Two Cities, The Outsiders
COLORS(2): Gray, Pink
How would you describe yourself?: I copied this from my myspace rather than write three completely boring sentences. Sorry if it's too long.
my name is laura, but i'm not really sure who i am. every time i think i've got it just about figured out, i change my mind.
i came out in 7th grade as bisexual. i had been bi-curious since fucking elementary school. some girl asked me one day - "do you like rainbows, laura?" in 4th grade. i told her that yes, i did, and for the next week or so everyone teased me for it. i've never forgotten that, & i guess it's pretty much corrupted me. i decided i was a lesbian in 8th grade. i thought i had my mind made up - but no, now i have no idea. too many people have told me i'm too young to know and my not being straight is probably just a phase - i sure as hell hope that's true, but something's telling me it's a lie. but who knows.
i think i tried to grow up too fast. i'm only 15 and i act more mature than most people i know. now that i'm here, i wish i could turn around and fix it. some of the things teenagers do to fit in are insane. when did self-mutalation become cool? how about casual sex at 13 years old? i don't know about you, but i think people fucking at 13 is a little more than extreme, not to mention disgusting. i hate being the age i am right now. i'd like to be either a kid or an adult, not caught in the middle.
i think that the thing i want more than anything right now is to fall in love. i want the real thing that lasts for years and years. i've been taking whatever i can get from whoever i can get to make out with me for a long time and i'm tired of it. being a swinger isn't as fun as people make it out to be. it's just not very satisfying, and you're always left wanting more.
i like having long serious conversations. i don't really do well with small talk and i tend to lose interest in people quickly if they do something stupid. also, if i get a bad first impression of you, you're really going to do something drastic to change my mind about you. i don't think long, awkward silences are fun at all. unfortunately i've been through a lot of those silences because i'm so self conscious it's insane. i'll take 300-something pictures on my camera and end up deleting all but 10. i don't think i'm shy, but i care way too much about other people's opinions of me and it scares me to think that there are people out there who might not like me.
i like meeting new people, as long as they're not dumbasses. i can be a fun person after you get to know me.
:What do you think;
What do you think about plastic surgery?: I think it's fine. Honestly, I don't really care. If you want to pay all that money for it and take the risk of ruining your face/boobs/whatever, go right ahead. I don't think I'd do it myself though.
What do you think about drugs?: If people want to do drugs, let them. I think people are smart enough to make their own decisions most of the time. I personally haven't done drugs, and I don't really want to.
What do you think about anorexia?: I was anorexic at one point, and it's not really that fun. I was already skinny when I started not eating (105 lbs) and dropped down to around 93 lbs. I'm much better now and I weigh 3 more pounds than I did originally. There are less painful and more effective ways to lose weight than starving yourself, I know from experience.
Do you think you are pretty? Explain.: I love my body and how small and slender I am, and most of the time I'm okay with my face. I absolutely hate my lips though, they make me look like a bird and it's not cool.
If you were a superhero, what would you want your name to be? Captain Obvious. Haha.
:RANDOM;
Promote in 2 places and link back:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/pr0m0te__this/102849.html
http://www.livejournal.com/community/promote_/280992.html
Give us 3 pictures of yourself & one of someone you think is hot:
(the helmet makes me look 10x hotter.)
This is my best friend Rhiannon, who I think is so naturally pretty it's insane.
& Lastly, how did you hear about us?: I saw a promotion in some other community.
Thank you!