Tonight has made me realize something and made me contemplate somethings. Many people I consider friends are celebrating birthdays and getting drunk and merry. I hope they have a good time. One reason why I didn't go was because of my own self-consciousness. I didn't feel wanted or accepted. I felt like people just talk to me because I am the ( Read more... )

Paul you owe me.

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I have done something very stupid.

Good bye.

I got the job. Off to get a drug test.

My mom says she has no money what so ever. So I am going to have to figure out a way to find some money I guess if I want to go to the party.

Fuck you mom. I want to lose 50 pounds so she will stop calling me fat.

Maybe I should just not eat.

CD wishlist for birthday:

A Traitor Like Judas
Job for a Cowboy
Old Underoath albums
Beloved EP (I have failure on)
Luti-kriss
ZAO (I have Funeral of a God, and Where Blood and Fire Bring Rest)
A life once Lost
Madball

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