Comments | ____gale: Hm.

____gale

Hm.

May 28, 2006 11:32

As the term slowly comes to an end I find myself getting tense, agitated and headaches are more frequent. I do not comprehend these symptoms, this didn't happen last year. It troubles me.

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____gale May 28 2006, 17:29:11 UTC

I don't think so, a little meditation should make peace with my mind. Or so I hope.

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I think he is. I grew too dependent on the inner presence always being with me, it's my fault for feeling so weak right now because of it. It's just so.. so.. I really feel empty like something is missing.

I would talk to her, but if I do I fear I'll murder her.

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____gale May 28 2006, 18:33:00 UTC

My headache has subsided, it seems I didn't need to meditate. I would really like to see you.

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No.. I would confront her myself. If I have to. Perhaps David can figure something, he is her lover after all.

I'm afraid she may try to do something to you, and I can't lose you again. I'm already waning, I don't know how much more I can go through before I break.