it's gloomy outside and all i want to do is stay in bed and never get out. the heater is broken so it's 50 degrees in the room. my feet are wet. i need to invest in some rain boots or something. i feel funny wearing chucks since i haven't worn them in forever. i just realized that next week is finals week. bleh talk about being hella stressed out. ( Read more... )

my mom is still not home. my dad and i have some sort of an idea where she might be. we're almost positive that she's in atlanta, but right now we're trying to figure out if she's at this lady's house for sure or not.

oh and i greatly appreciate everyones concerns
it means a lot

its 7:25 pm. my mom still hasn't returned. she hasn't called either. my dad and i are going to file a missing person report if we don't hear from her or see her by sunday. this has been the worst thanksgiving ever. i hope everyone elses was a lot better than mine. i'm sure it was.

dear mom ( Read more... )

charleston was so much fun! it was definitely something i needed. it was so good to see all my friends that i haven't seen in forever. i hate leaving that place. maybe i'll just move down there next fall?! all i need to do is just survive tomorrow and then it's thanksgiving break. i can't wait to get in my bed and see my parents and play with my ( Read more... )

i don't really remember much of last night. according to my roommates i was really fucked up. i felt good and numb...now i feel like complete shit. i think i'm actually going to go to bed before 2 tonight. charleston this weekend!!!

someone hurry up and invent the time machine already
OR
buy me a gram of coke
OR
find me another boyfriend

i h8 my lyfe!
hahahahahahaha

i need to go see a therapist. i haven't been happy lately and it's starting to get to my academics. i'm going through this whole i don't give a fuck stage and school right now is at the bottom of my "to do" list. i much rather get drunk/high than learn the standard deviation or shit about t tables. i just feel very alone right now and i don't know ( Read more... )

"I think I'll go out and embarrass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street. You say I choose sadness, that it never once has chosen me. Maybe you're right ( Read more... )

http://www.thestate.com/news/story/215276.html

please keep their families and friends in your thoughts and prayers or whatever you do.