last night i couldn't fall asleep. so i watched a movie. "noise." i enjoyed it. & i love how it was filmed. so, watch it. saturday school was extremely retarded. i almost tackled a bunch of brazilian girls who wouldn't shut the fuck up & were going to cause us to stay later. jerks. my mom is forcing me to work today. god, i need to find another job

BILLY CORGAN

IS COMING TO THE AVALON

JUNE 30TH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh my god.
oh.
my.
dear.
god.

i'm on the verge of tears i'm so excited.

for some reason, i hated today. i don't know why, but i did. i felt too awkward for my own good. i hate feeling awkward. i've decided that i'm going to stay up all night tonight & find a bunch of random tasks to do. those random tasks will probably turn into playing aggressive alpine skiing, but that's okay. i actually cleaned/rearranged my room ( Read more... )

i'm so incredibly hungry. the powdered fetuccini alfredo just didn't seem to do it for me.

yet another picture post because i got the cable back.
some of these are blurry because jack & pete forgot to put the flash on.
I ENJOY THE FACT THAT PHOTOFUCKIT MAKES PICTURES LOOK LIKE SHIT. NO REALLY, I DO.

( do it. )

today was a fucking nightmare. i wrote a note to a guy that i've liked on & off & been to hell and back with that basically explained exactly how i've been feeling only to find out that him & his ex-girlfriend, or shall i say, girlfriend are back together. my friend claims he told me that they were back together when i gave him the note to give to ( Read more... )

so, aside from the mother's day festivities at my aunt's, my day consisted of sitting on my ass lurking journals & myspaces and listening to le tigre and isis. what a combination. oh, and i changed my livejournal & myspace layouts. thEy matCh n0w l0lz!1!1 ( Read more... )

for some reason i can't stop listening to this song. it gives me security. it gives me confidence in something that doesn't even exist. it makes me pull everything good out of a situation that would usually turn to tears just thinking about. & for that, i'm thankful. i've resized some of my favorite pictures from my trip to europe. some of them i ( Read more... )

so, for mother's day i'm painting an old picture of her holding me at ballet when i was about ten. i've sketched it onto the canvas but i've yet to paint it. i told her it'd be ready sometime this week ( Read more... )

( random pictures from my phone )

( because i'm extremely bored. )