03/08  -  
New Orleans

03/20  -  
Long Island

03/23  -  
Britney Spears

03/24  -  
Fordham for Solange's Birthday

04/08  -  
Adam's Birthday

04/10  -  
Dirty Al's Tavern (Birthday Edition)

04/12  -  
Easter &  Grandpa's 80th

05/03  -  
DANE COOK

05/22  -  
Six months ♥

06/01  -  
Ireland &  Amsterdam

06/20  -  
Anberlin & ( Read more... )

2 new scars on my wrist and half a bottle of excedrin later and maybe i can finally calm down enough to fall asleep before the sun rises.

i cant beleive i'm twisted enough to actually wnat to post this.

OH LIFE. Journal, where should I begin to bring you all up to date? Complete and brutal honesty would probably work best. That said, let's begin with the end of freshman year. Basically, I made it through. I had scrapes with roommates, fake friendships and real ones, nights spent wasted at bars, and continued my trend of looking for love in all ( Read more... )

i miss the sound of your voice
and i miss the rush of your skin
and i miss the still of the silence
as you breathe out and i breathe in
♥   ♥   ♥
so come on get higher, loosen my lips
faith and desire and the swing of your hips
just pull me down hard and drown me in love

i'm gonna raise my voice like thunder
and leave the world in wonder of the change
the change inside of me

i am so unbelievably happy: school is over and it went well; summer is just beginning; i love my job and the people i work with; my friends are amazing; the beach is so close; i have a fantastic new boyfriend; i simply just cannot stop smiling ( Read more... )

my best friends and i got into a car accident last night

the car is wrecked but everyone is alright

i should be grateful to even be alive

because this is the stuff tragedies are made of

instead all i can focus on is this:

jeffyboy112: i never heard you were in the car

So I have this book that I really like to read. It’s a short book, but still a good one. The problem is that I always lose it. I found it again this morning and decided that I should type it up, because it’s not a very long book, and I think I could do it. In thinking I should do that I misplaced the book twice, but I have it here and now and I ( Read more... )

i need...
     i just want...

... a way to finally finish these sentences =/
i don't know what i'm looking for, or why it's so hard to find,
but i'm getting tired of waiting.

sometimes i lie awake at night and wonder what the hell happened to all of us. when did we start becoming those people we hated? when did we all turn rotten? when did kisses become meaningless? when did the truth become so hard to find? i know i have not been a good person for most of my concious life, but i do believe that in recent years i have ( Read more... )

i'm worried about myself. being back at school is weird. everyone i once felt close to now feels like a stranger. i don't have a specific "group" of friends and people call me to go to bars and such but never to get dinner or just hang out in their room. i'm popular with everyone and close to no one and the loneliness is killing me. i can picture ( Read more... )