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____musicismybf

idle thoughts, finally provoked to activate.

Nov 15, 2005 00:08

here we go, another complaint regarding jamestown. what a bore i've realized it's getting to be, though. maybe not necessarily jamestown, maybe it's just my years of lacking motivation and effort, and idle potential. maybe it's just the what i consider below mediocre lifestyle i've lived. maybe it's just the what seems to be constant exhaustion ( Read more... )

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missmetal November 15 2005, 18:40:06 UTC

Maybe you should try for a year away at school? You can always come back, right? I doubt your mother would boot ya from the house or anything :D

Apply for as many scholarships as you can. My first 3 years at college were of no cost to me, given it was at JCC and not that expensive to begin with, but even going off to a state school you can get crazy amounts of aid & scholarships.

If you dont know what to do, look into picking a major that most girls aren't in. That way you'll be 'special' and can apply for scholarships in that field. Just take all the gen ed stuff the first year instead of that particular field's classes.

But I know exactly what you are going through.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/missmetal/326494.html <-- I claim that I shouldnt get my bachelor's because of loans.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/missmetal/352612.html <-- freaking out ( ... )

____musicismybf November 15 2005, 23:32:31 UTC

awh, thanks so much hun! :) that really helped a lot. it just seems as far as getting financial aid, a lot of people are screwed if their parents make a mediocre income. they don't realize they still have bills to pay. but i'll check into that.

xxtoxic5tearsxx November 16 2005, 07:55:30 UTC

weird.
I just posted a blog and an entry on LJ some-what similar to this.
But all in all I feel a lot like you were explaining here.

____musicismybf November 17 2005, 10:59:57 UTC

Lol really? yeah, i've seen many blogs somewhat similiar, i guess
that's what encouraged me to write an outlook on it myself.

contempt4life November 16 2005, 09:20:26 UTC

I hear ya...My life is pretty boring day to day. oddly enough, a part of your town is the only real inspiration my life has. lol. i think you can guess what that is. :P but right. i have no idea what i want to do, really. And everyone is like "well, figure it out!" as if all I have to do is press a fucking button on my stomach and all the sudden my life with be pathed out automatically. it sucks. stagnant atmospheres are never fun...

____musicismybf November 17 2005, 11:01:01 UTC

Contempt4eva: LMAO
Contempt4eva: oh my god
Contempt4eva: yeah
Contempt4eva: jamestown is fucked
X THE LADYKILLER: aaahaha
Contempt4eva: and i only lived there 2 months

contempt4life November 18 2005, 04:14:03 UTC

LMAO. that convo rocked.

nofxsk8chik November 16 2005, 22:16:42 UTC

well the 25, 26, and 27th there is a concert...so i better see you at one of them, if you see jamestown as boring, you sort of have no choice because i know alot of people who say it's boring but don't go to any events. i know you're not like that because you actually show up, so...show up!

____musicismybf November 17 2005, 11:01:53 UTC

i shall do my best...i need to put more effort into going to shows, it's one of the few simple aspects of entertainment this town has to offer.

Hey Shelly Poop alissabean December 23 2005, 05:42:37 UTC

yeah.. there isn't n e thing more to do here when you get older either :(