"We all have the potential to fall in love a thousand times in our lifetime. It’s easy. The first girl I ever loved was someone I knew in sixth grade. Her name was Missy; we talked about horses. The last girl I love will be someone I haven’t even met yet, probably. They all count. But there are certain people you love who do something else; they ( Read more... )

it was really funny, the way today started off, anyway. it reminded me of the days where i would finally move into a new house with my family and was so excited to start over and meet new people in the neighborhood, start the new job i was hired at, and look at the new pathways in the carpets i was going to set from taking corners around my newly ( Read more... )

its not enough

i think i'm gonna start writing a book

I remember when it was so easy for me to open up to whomever would listen and the best part about that was I would leave every open ear on the edge of their seat because they were so interested in what I had to say. Lately, for some weird, unknown reason, verbally I haven't been able to put my words in a way where anyone can really understand the ( Read more... )

moments like this are like the soft lips of my boyfriend that meet my kisses. the tooth that completes my itty, bitty smile. the right words to the perfect story-book ending. and i can sit here at the computer, hear a meaningful, uncharted song and fall so head over heels in love with any words that come from my dirty finger-nailed finger tips. i ( Read more... )

i've never been scared for my life before. today's a first.

i've made the best decisions for myself as of lately. physically, not at all. i've gained probably 563 pounds in the last few months, but a lot of that weight is held in my heart and how cute is that? drew's got a hold on me; the texts i get from him when he misses me, the kisses he stains my neck with when i hug him, the way he grabs me every ( Read more... )

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i love this.

i really don't know what it is about today, but i feel like my soul is showing in every little thing i do lately. i feel a weird peace of mind& i can only hope it continues this way.

"To rise each day to fight a battle you know you cannot win, and to do this with wit, grace, compassion for others, and even a sense of mission, is to face the Absurd ( Read more... )