i'm actually starting to gain some self-confidence and i'm gonna start working real hard on my work-out/eating plan tomorrow. like dedicattttte! and i'm also gonna start reading my dad's book tomorrow. it's supposedly amazing so i guess i'll find out!
blah all i have to say is fucking blah everything has to get better though right? like when you pretty much hit bottom, all you have is up right? well there's still that little bit of room before complete bottom...but hopefully we'll never hit that