Lately things have been going pretty swell. I have only been hanging out with one person really for the past month and a few weeks. And that would be Dana. There is a few reasons I only really hang out with her; there is no drama with her, she's cool as shit, and a blast to hang out with. Everyone else is always followed by drama and that just ( Read more... )

I went out with Dana tonight. We just drove around and drank and smoked a bit and chilled with some people at the dock. It was pretty cool and we chilled with some hot guys. I was supposed to hang out with Hannah tonight and tomorrow I guess but oh well. I have had a lot of fun hanging out with Dana. She's so fuckin cool. I love her. I'm so hot. I ( Read more... )

I want a guy that dresses prep yet I want a guy that dresses punk yet I want a guy that dresses hippie, I want a guy that has short hair yet I want a guy that has long hair, I want a guy with his ears stretched yet I want a guy with his ears just pierced, I want a guy that drinks and smokes yet I want a guy that doesn't drink or smoke , I want a ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this blaaaah weather!

Oh yeah. I forgot to tell y'all. I fucked up the other night. I went out drinking with my friend Dana and came home and my mom new I was drunk. She was mad but didn't do anything about. She gave me the cold shoulder the next day. But I felt really bad because I promised her I wouldn't drink. Oh well though, I know I have been good lately but I can' ( Read more... )

There's something about the smell of fall and cigarettes together that remind me of the days I miss

Today has been alright I guess. I'm not feeling very well though.

I did get almost a whole bottle of vodka today so I'm pretty happy about that of course :)

Today I feel really lonely.

Lately things have been decent. Things are great with my parents, I wish things were going a little better in school, I have been hangin out with my friends a lot, I drank a lot this weekend, I feel kind of lonely but it's not too bad, I want to loose a little bit of weight. Over all things are alright ( Read more... )

The soberness is starting to get to me.

Dude I have been so good lately and so nice to my parents. Why is mom going to go and be a bitch to me?

So things didn't quite work out as I planned with Mark. We're not together any more. Oh well I guess. Shit happends. Life goes on. I'm okay with it. I was really upset but I'm over it now.