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[____paradox]

i like relationships, but mostly functional ones where we understand each other. that rarely happens with guys. we all like to be in control of ourselves and love makes that hard. in terms of relationships and people, if you see a situation its its true light and approach yourself honestly, you can sum up the will to overcome the delusions of

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[hammythehamster]

I agree so much with your last two statements. <3 I need to start not just believing them, but living them. Espeically the last one.
I hope whatever is bothering you makes itself better soon.

[____paradox]

oh me too sam. and it will, I'm going to make sure of it.

[cr3sent_howl3r]

You better always have a passion for life. Sure it's screwed and feels like shit, BUT!!!! there are plenty of opprotunities that can change that. I haven't talked to you in a bit. All the camping stuff, it surely does poop a person out so that she sleeps for the rest of the day when she gets home. *rolls eyes* i hope that things are rolling smoothly. Make the call, it will help. And i really hope things will be settled with your family, cause ... well you don't need more crap in your life. I'm happy you're moving on, and guess what ... i'm gunna be next to you the whole way!!! Whether you like it or not :P:P. You know siamese(sp) twins, well i'm going to be yours, figuratively of course ... mind you ... it would be interesting to see you and i connected to each other ... perchance at the hip? lol tehe. Anyways! As always, i'm here, i want to hear an update. Uh, and did you get the email from my bro? About that Ryerson play thingy his bro's in? Do you think you're going to go? it sounds interesting .. but i dont know if i'm home then

[____paradox]

I know how you feel about the camp-ness, except i get to play my own games afterwork, whoo me. as for the call, I'm going to Jason's tomorrow and making the call. I hope it will help. As for my family, well we'll cross that bridge when we get to it, I'm going to focus on just one thing at a time for now anyways, it keeps me calm. Yay for siamese twins, now I have a surrogate twin, an identical twin, and a siamese one. wheeh! you cant go wrong with one of those (=. You should go to the ryerson play thingy with me, it'd be grand.

HOPE and FAITH the best things to have, I've been thinking a lot about both in varying senses. I'm comming to terms with a lot of things this way.

I'll talk to you when I get home tomorrow okay?
later days.
*tackles helen....with a hug*

[cr3sent_howl3r]

i say taking things one step at a time is a good plan :) and i want to see that ryerson thingy .. but i dont know when i'm home, cause my family is taking a trip to montreal and quebec city .. SOOOOO ... yaa lol. And yes, call me uhh .. actually dont call me. lmao ... cause i dont know when i'll be home SOOO ... email me, if you can, or i'll call you when i get home, and if you read this after .. then ignore that .. cause you'd have already talked to me? lmao either wayyyy ... we still have to hang out BEFORE that :P .. soo find a time when you're free, and come hang out with moiiiii ... uh .. i mean me :) :P:P *it rhymes .. in a sense that me and free rhyme, not free and moi :P* tehee. WELL i'm tired, daycamp, AND youth group .. my back feels like things are crawling on it >< weird. either way! i'll talk to you later kiddo:P *tackles iki with a hug, and inserts more Hope and Faith into her body:P*