beth had her baby. 9lbs 15ounces!!!!!!!! dominic reed. so excited, so happy. i finally have a nephew to talk about dinosaurs, robots, batman, and professional wrestling with. best day of my life. can't wait until we go visit them ( Read more... )

so, if anyone at all is interested in seeing the place where i spend every waking moment... cnn did a story that is airing tonight about how the restaurant i work at saves their cooking oil and sends it off to become biodiesel. they came in to shoot yesterday and every one in the kitchen made a big fuss while.. we were incredibly busy and just ( Read more... )

so daniel and i just found out on wednesday that we needed to find a new place for the 1st of the month, and although stressed... we managed to do so in a day! we put down a deposit and signed a one year lease on a 2 bedroom 2 bathroom house, with everything brand new. it has brand new floors, brand new bathtubs and toilets and sinks, brand new ( Read more... )

i realize that i hold you accountable for the inadequacies or my feelings.. always. i'm such a horrid girl, and i keep pushing and pushing and pushing. but i don't want you to go anywhere. i'm frightened of you leaving. i don't want to hurt. and it's easy if we fight, and it's easy if i create these indiscretions in my head, so that i can run away ( Read more... )

puked my fucking guts out and ran around the house, bleeding, stumbling, screaming, completely mad. passed out slumped against the bathtub with my knees in my chest wrapped in a towel. don't remember much. i think i'm an alcoholic, and sadly i don't care. i partly wish that it could have been it this time, because i am tired and miserable 95% of ( Read more... )

ever since i quit smoking pot, i have been drunk every day. today is the first day that like... my organs physically hurt. going to get drunk again though after work, and then bike around until i smash my face on some pavement. chicks dig scars ( Read more... )

friday night we crashed the radio show at tulane. alexis let us hang out for a bit and brandon and i were like kids in a candy store, wanting her to play absolutely everything. i got her to play pavement and lightning bolt, but she absolutely refused the dead milkmen. it was incredibly exciting ( Read more... )

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spent the last two nights at my parents, 'cause my mom is out of town so i had to take care of the little sister. going back home tonight. no electricity. will probably go to brandon's and fall asleep on his couch and then make him take me to my house at 5am... like every other night this week. we have been hanging out every day, which is ( Read more... )

i would have to say, life right now is pretty fucking exceptional. aside from me being an asshole as usual to the people i love the most[because i really am an asshole and fucking...so shitty. i don't know why, with you, i can't just look you in the eye and admit all these things i have done to hurt you, because i know i've done these things and i ( Read more... )