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[____perfect_one]

You made it this way. You're the one who was so unbelievable that I couldn't help the way I felt for you. You're the one who made me furious and upbeat at the same time. You're the one that made me cry because I was laughing so hard and made me cry because you hurt. You're to only person who could do this to me, and when I think about it...I still

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[_ur_lost_love_]

Heyy CC,
Im sure you know this but I just wanted to remind you that im always here for you. always and forever. I know that im not always the greatest person to talk to, and Im sorry. I wish I could be the person that you could always talk to and no matter what I said even if it was the dumbest thing you've ever heard that it could take your pain away. i love ya sooo much chelsea! your the greatest friend that i have ever had, and thats never gonna change ... why? BECAUSE I SAID SO!! lol
♥ ♥ MEE!! ♥ ♥

[____perfect_one]

Thanks Brittany. You do help me a lot. Just sometimes I need someone older then us...older then my friends because they've been through more...hopefully. I just miss the fact that he won't give me a second chance. I can't fall back on him, that I can't expect him to ever love me. Which he never did. Sometimes I just want him to read my livejournal so he can see...how much he actually means to me...you should like give him my livejournal webpage one day and be like oops wrong person...lol...I just want him to see...he means the world to me. He was the one that just...made me feel all weird inside. He made me happy and sad. Bitchy and nice. I miss him so much. I don't know why I didn't say no...I don't know why I didn't walk away. I don't know why I did any of it, but what I do know is that I love Cody...and I still do...and I did. Even though, most people say, you can't love him and do that with other people. That's the thing though, he broke up with me and I was hurt. I wanted some attention...and at the time that seemed like the

[_ur_lost_love_]

Anytime! Yeah, I used to talk to Jordan, but ya know, he doesnt give a fuck anymore! and than Adam helped me, until idk why he stoped, but he did. Im sorry. I really wish that there was something that I could do to help. Yeah I used to wish that Adam would read my lj, and one day he did, and I was suprised, and now when I need to go back and relive what I had with him I go back to his comments, but that just makes it even worse for me to go on without him. &&I know how you feel, EVER single mistake that we make counts, no matter how big or small it is, they dont care, they only care about that we DID make A mistake. I bet you Never once Cody stoped and thought about what this was doing to you, he always thought about him. and yeah you were hurt and what does ever girl want when shes hurt? attention. and it doesnt matter who the attention comes from or what the attention is, just as long as we get it we're fine ... gosh people piss me off (giggle lol)

[____perfect_one]

If I could I would go back and change every little thing that I did...that was wrong. If I could I would change every little thing I've ever done that was wrong. It seems that now...there's just nothing. Knowing he's hurting, knowing what he does...it hurts me like nothing has ever fucking hurt me before. All I can do is sit on my fucking computer and see what he tells me...and then I get fucking hurt! I cry all the damn time because I feel like there's nothing I can do to help him. That's all I want to fucking do...maybe he'll be better off if I just don't talk to him. What the fuck am I supposed to do? I feel like there's nothing I can do, that will actually be okay. So I just tell myself I'm done, and God knows what that shit does to anyone.

[iknouwantme22]

hey hey hey itas ash chumbler was ^ long time no tak how ya been

[____perfect_one]

What's up Chumbler! I miss you, you dirty bitch!

[basketballbabe3]

CHELSEA!!!!!!
I <3 YOU, NO REALLY LIKE YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE =)!
CHELSEA IS A FUCKIN AWESOME FRIEND & I LOVE HER LIKE NO OTHER lol!
Just thought i'd let you no =)!

♥ MEEEEE =) ♥

[____perfect_one]

Tiffany!!!!!
I <3 you too, really...you don't have a clue! You're a good friend too, & I'm glad to see someone's finally being a little more herself! lol...I don't know what's been up with ya...but something's been up...

♥ MEEEEEEEE=) ♥

[basketballbabe3]

CHELSEA!!!
=)! yes I feel ALOT BETTER & i hope everything stays JUST THE WAY IT IS, well almost!.... I LOVE YA!!

=) meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[____perfect_one]

YOU'RE A TOTAL WEIRDO!