where has my life gone?

Here is the start of something new.

Yeah, right.

Someone just fucking hold me.

every kind of love,
or at least my kind of love.
must be an imaginary love to start with.

this is getting ridiculous.

i hate this journal.
i hate reading back on everything and wondering what the hell i was thinking.
i hate that i won't have any friends by next year.
i hate that i hate you.

i can't do this anymore ( Read more... )

why purely speculate when you can be in it?

today we definitely drove through the storm on the highway with the windows rolled down and sunroof open.

spent some time in starbucks with anna and sam. <3
left, and ate at buffalo wild wings.
thanks for the punch in the face, alex.

i need to update this thing more.

me and anna went all over today.
that was fun.
i saw the most beautiful dress at bcbg's.
and i'm not even kidding.
i wanna spend all $300 on it just so i can have it in my closet.
mmm.

my legs are a little sore. we did quite a bit of walking today.
much like anyday. just because its nice to enjoy the weather.

goodbye.

This doesn't feel right.
No, not at all.
Theres this huge gaping hole where you guys should be.
And none of you are here to fill it.
You should of been there tonight.

4 more days till you're all back home.

Now I'm just upsetting myself again;
I'm burnt out from going out so much,
But all I do is cry and miss my friends family when I'm home ( Read more... )

I wish the people I love would be home.

I wish I could know that I could sufficiently happy without them.

But its not happening.

Exquisite day (8:50:19 PM): so on sunday we were on a picnic with john and alan and fenton ( Read more... )