fuck this journal. byye.

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a couple of my new years resolutions ::

1. no more smokin trees
2. get out of nashua
3. find someone i can count on
4. drop down to like 92lbs
5. have an awesome sweet 16

i've never loved someone so much. 'nor have i ever missed someone as much.

he said he cried himself to sleep the other night, because he missed me....

well jon - i miss you too. and i do the same thing...

true --> jon-mikael<3.

1. daryl
2. keiff
3. mikey
4. christian

hmmm..... i dont know.

Firsts ( Read more... )

they'll never break you. youre original. you tough it up, and you make it like you move on. congradulations.

bestfriends means you get what you deserve
YOU'RE NOT MY GODDAMNED STAR ANYMORE

so new years was pretty sweet. for a nashua get-together atleast. chilled with this kid mike, and other people... got pretty hammered. made a new friend with a car, that was pure luck. and i took mike, josh, brandon and went with my new friend to his house. got krunk, smoked up and this kid has the phattest fuckin turn-tables. it was hott. chilled ( Read more... )

had a rough night last night. cried alot. had some really good conversations though at like midnight. twas good.

life, for me atleast.. is down the drain.

i gotta get ahold of joe, fast.

well jesus fucking christ. i had sum kids window fall on my head and shatter.. and it took me an hour and 1/2 before i finally stopped bleeding. but my head still hurts.

i rrrrrrrreeeeaaaaalllllllllyyyyy want my sister to get back from NY so she can hook me up with her mans cousin... cos i REALLY need to stop being sinnnglleee!!