i miss the old times.

"You don't remember me but I remember you, I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you. But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do..."

im so lonely im crawling out of my skin.... i just want to die.

haunting. its all so very haunting ( Read more... )

new begining. sunday, december 19th, 2004. me & josh. <3

tlnd.

fuccccckkkk - goodnight.

he called me, and we talked about the old times. said he misses me, and that he loves me. says he wishes he were here with me. i wish he were....

Beat his wings 'til he burns them black.

i dont know, im nervous. never felt like this before ( Read more... )

i just want him to get his cute little ass online so i can talk to him.

i wanted you to be everything to me
now I've got to learn to carry on
i know I cannot hide this emptiness inside
but nothing is the same since you've gone.....
[[ i miss you