the recent amount of ultraviolet rays that has entered my life & the lives of everyone in new england has put me, & most likely everyone else in new england, in greatly elevated spirits. there are peepers in the pond next to my house, my skin is of a golden hue from basking in the warm sun, & the scent of camp fire lingers on my clothes & in my ( Read more... )

my throat has been hurting again & i am frustrated.

i really don't feel much different after having passed a major life milestone.

today i applied to SNHU in case i don't get into montserrat. a depressing idea, but a safe precaution, nonetheless. my mother informed me last night that i will be receiving a laptop for graduation! yesterday casey claimed that the present i made for him was the best thirty-seven minutes & forty-six seconds of his life, which made me very happy. ( Read more... )

yesterday afternoon the clouds opened up & the heavens spilled out into the sky over salisbury beach.

i missed getting spiritual & i missed the weather that enabled the possibility.

saturday night my throat hurt worse than it has since i started going back to school. i fell asleep driving home on multiple occasions. i was frustrated i still haven't gotten better & frustrated that i was letting myself get so frustrated. sunday i spent the day in my pajamas, spitting every five minutes as to avoid further aggravation through ( Read more... )

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saosin is all i listen to lately because it makes me very happy. a certain boy also makes me very happy. i'm not doing so well in school lately because i am too tired to do make-up work & too busy sleeping to do homework. i can't wait to not be in highschool anymore! chances of me getting my license back tomorrow are very high & i am excited about ( Read more... )

i am always left wanting more, but in a good way. a very good way. :)

extremely anemic?