i love how i see the funniest things ( Read more... )

i have to pee really bad. and it makes me reflect on the fact that i've peed myself twice in my life. once when i was laughing so hard about the tape we made for justine and me videotaping the inside of my jacket. the second time was when i laughed so hard at ridhima and myself shoving beers in various places after tophers house before we went to a ( Read more... )

"and i will try to fix you ( Read more... )

so today turned out to be pretty decent. i am sufficiently tanner thanks to the gloriousness of the undisturbed sunlight. im finally done with the fucking soft pack carton. and i went to the shore and got a super cool schweatshirt. i was freezing so i bought a $7 little kid sweatshirt that says cheerleaders rule. and then katie was like it would be ( Read more... )

( Read more... )

um yeeeah so i officially hate myself and my insecurities but whatever. i feel really large today and that upsets me. so i got on the tredmill and actually ran a 1/2 mile. that may seem like no big deal but the fact that i could run a 1/2 mile made me somewhat content. if i werent so insecure then i'd be fine. so i pose this question: girl or guy, ( Read more... )

soooo. today. it has been varied in emotions. like the manic depressive i am. so i have the full bloc party cd now and i am officially obsessed. the bloc party cd=happiness. everything else, save me stealing nicks ipod for the summer, has been a let down. whatever.

( so here we are )

ps, i fucking hate girls that i feel like i can't compete with. which is basically anyone that is thin and hot. and that's all i'm going to ( say. )

two updates in one day, you know i must be bored. the thing is is that i got my haircut today. i honestly dont know whether i like it or not. but of course, ( here )

that's it, today im cutting my hair.
short.
& i'm sick.
but christen called last night and left a message.
so everything is fine.
and rilo kiley is tommorow night.
& i think im going to go with sarah.
if anyone else would like to come, holla at your girl.