no one reads these things anymore.
tell me something random.
quick.

the only person i can talk to anything and everything about is the one person i cant have ( Read more... )

like 7 days of school left.
holy shit this year went by fast.

i hate my mother.
and my house.

dannnng, jessie has friends.
lifes good.

SATS IN TWO DAYS.
ohhhmannn.

i have thrown out all of the old conversations i saved, all the letters, everything.
it's like throwing away my past, what has happened throughout the years.
i'm not dwelling on anything anymore. i'm going with the flow.
whatever happens, happens.

it's like im not moving anywhere.
i need a life changiong event, a good one.
i dont know what i need.
something different.

sdl;fkushdaf im dying my hair for the first time, ever.
i'm excited and scared at the same time.

i need to get over my anxieties.
not be so stressed out.
get a job.
watch too many movies to count.
eat less junkfood.
slow down the process of "growing up."
make people stop talking about college.
figure out what i want to do with my life.

I am leaving this city.
there's nothing here for me.
(i know, family & friends.)

But i want more than that.
Any advice as to where to go?