to be very very honest for a minute...

it breaks my heart to see that some of the people who were the ones to make me stop doing drugs...
are now doing them more than i ever did.

So much for getting my rage out in practice ( Read more... )

I'm kinda sick of people.
Really super immature, mean people.
People who can't tell when I'm annoyed.
People who are starving for attention.
I could go on...but I'm just going to put in Dazed and Confused and go to sleep.

Hopefully now that I'm better, and track has started, I'll get more of my rage out at practice.

I know it's rediculous.
I know it's unlikely.
But I can't help but hope that this time my wish will come true.
I feel stupid even saying it...
like someone will read this and go "wow, she's so clueless."

But it's been a year, and I want more years.

♥

Hmm ( Read more... )

I just want to put this out there ( Read more... )

Last night I was sitting on the couch in my green silky pj pants watching Sex and the City.
I was the only one downstairs and my brother was sleeping over somewhere so we wasn't even home.
It was like 10:15 and I heard a knock on the door.
Me being the pansy I am, I was scared to see who it was cause it was dark out and I didn't wanna let a rapist ( Read more... )

LARYNGITIS SUCKS!

but anyways...
yesterday was my one year anniversary with Ted.
he picked me up after I was done taking my bio test and we drove to Kim's.
then the three of us visited Brittany.
then we brought Kim to work and Ted and I had a romantic anniversary dinner...at McDonald's.
then it was off to Alyssa's house for a bit.
and then I went to the ( Read more... )

What I wanna know is...

What the hell kind of world do we live in??

ughh i'm sick of a lot ( Read more... )