random thought;
I was I was skinny enough to wear shorts in summer and be comfortable.
damn thighs, I tell you...

I GOT MY CAR!!!!
And I named it Maxwell.
It's a beast.
I drove in it.
I didn't hurt anyone.
YES!

My life that I have held on my shoulders for so long is now crumbling.
I'm loosing touch.
I hate work.
I don't do homework.
I don't care.
I don't want to care.
I just want to sleep and for everything to stop.
I don't want to worry.
Ted and I are distant.

So many people have it so much worse.
I probably have no right to feel like this.

I would write about Disney World and Florida...
but I don't care right now.
I'm so confused.
I'm so worried.
But at the same time I can't feel anything.
My emotion hasn't changed for hours.

Life is too short.

My mother...oh man ( Read more... )

so i might get to go to disney world after all.
my mom wants to fly me out to orlando early early early tomorrow morning.
id get there about oneish.
because i feel almost all the way better and everything is paid for.
her boyfriend even said he would pay for half the ticket.
i'm not getting my hopes up.
but i'm still pretty happy she would even do

okay, so I didn't get to go to FL because my doctor said that I'm going to be contagious for another 2 days ( Read more... )

im supposed to be leaving for florida in about three hours.
i have the stomach flu
i woke up at three am this morning and puked.
then again at six.
i'm feeling a bit better.
and hoping it keeps going uphill.
if there's not another update, i went.
if so, then i didn't.

For Christmas I got ( Read more... )

ted and i got in a fight ( Read more... )