that shadow is back at it again, to not feel his presence is just play pretend ( Read more... )

when you find someone you know ,and could bet that by sharing thoughts and ideas with them was a good choice because it felt like the only choice to be made. you give your emotions and dreams to them to revel in ,knowing your goals and aspirations run along the same path because you both value the same principles. and the bond you have is so strong ( Read more... )

There is a mass of people in the streets that i reside in that have lost their minds ( Read more... )

the world is still turning ,and i'm still slowly learning.
i'm glad i found out now ,that there is still a way how. 
if you can feel that sting ,it's my pin sticking in deep.

i made you all up in my dreams ,when we  finally touched it was release.
all that energy for just a few nights ,wanna tell you now it sure was nice.

its time you see the love you give is killing me ,and i wanna liv ( Read more... )

 man this world is bent and spent ,most of us are dizzy off of the spin. if you ask me ,in the end i dont think anyone wins. When the game is all consuming and the playrs are all drained ,you can't say it's so humoring to fetch foul balls in the rain. But rain or shine the people whine for more ,more of this but less of that and in the middle there ( Read more... )

ima construct a rap song.
can't complain ,can't complain.

and everything is going to the beat.
and you said ,it was like fire around the brim
burning solid ,burning thin ,the burning rim
like stars burning holes right into the dark
flicking fire like salt water into my eyes
you were one inch from the edge of this bed
i dragged you back a sleepyhead ,sleepyhead

they couldn't think of something to say the day you ( Read more... )

why is it that when i'm sad i get physically ill? i hate this ache in my stomach. i dont even want to get into why i feel so sad but i think it's going to be a while before i can feel better. hopefully not ,i dont wanna feel depressed anymore. and i dont want zoloft. i'm going to give up and give in and let naturetake its course and carry me away. ( Read more... )

you can scroll down on my page and read what i've done in the last year. well not exclusively but what i wanted to share. meira is getting so ,big she's like a little girl now and not a baby anymore. i'm so proud of her. she's my imprint. and if you like that stupid twilight saga you know what i mean. ahem team jacob the wolves are just cooler..and ( Read more... )