My job is the worst. I do absolutely nothing except for sit on the computer
and watch E! all day. Which.. You'll never hear me really complain about.
But I had the chance today to sit around and read all my old LJ Entries..

I can't believe this shit used to bother me?
I used to be the person that I actually despise today.
That humors me.

Welcome back, ( Read more... )

I hate people who get things they don't deserve ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I hated working fast food ( Read more... )

Thngs have been off the walls. I don't know where I'm going and I don't know how to get there, if that makes any sense at all. I'm happy, I suppose. But I'm not as happy as I could be, or probably should be... but its not like I don't want to be, I just feel like i CANT be. Its a horrible feeling ( Read more... )

At 2:40am, this morning
Christopher Peede
was finally set free..

He suffered for a very very long time
but he always knew how to be an amazing
uncle, father, husband, brother, son, friend.

He was an amazing person to an extent you couldn't understand.
From when I was a kid, he showed me people who love you
Should always make you feel like the most ( Read more... )

its been a while...

im no longer in new jersey.
im no longer with michael pisko.
im no longer fighting with my mother.

but im still searching for myself..

Im just posting to let you know im alive and then im in virginia beach.
end.

As you can see, I'm once again listening to "Such Great Heights" by the Postal Service, and that it is on my myspace, once again... although its been on for longer than just a day.

This song is the only song that is keeping me sane. Listening to the words&&the music just soothes me... and its the only thing that can soothe me to the point where i ( Read more... )

I found some old poems that my ex Jonathan Boylan had about me.
it made me a tad bit sad because we were gonna get married, &&
all that jazz... but then i remembered it all. && i guess they're just memories ( Read more... )

So the past few days have been crazy...

Fri October 14

I slept in, ate pizza w/ megans family then my dad picked me up&&brought me back to his house, where I am currently residing.
I was supposed to go out w/ Jenn, but she couldnt come out to play because even though shes 20 years old, her mother was being a bitch. lol. So I went out for "ice ( Read more... )

Today is my 18th birthday.
I celebrated alone w/ Jose.
&& w/ Megan
the lead singer from stafford
&& a dead girl named "Tink".

Leave the love here.
&& on my myspaceee.

(myspace.com/jerseylullaby)

thank youuuuuuu.