I dont understand but for some reason it pisses me off. and instead of blaming myself in the past as I have done, I find myself blaming God. and I know that is the most stupid thing any of you have ever heard. and what im blaming god for yes, is quite selfish when there are other things such world hunger and a spreading aids epidemic to worry about ( Read more... )

this weekend went by really fast, but seemed to go by so slow. does that make any sense? i think its because yesterday was a really long day and today just was sorta there. I wont go into details about yesterday (asshole members at the YMCA) but i will talk about today. I had to work 2pm-close and then go to this city wide YMCA inservice after hand ( Read more... )

And so I am sunburned again. except this time on my face. its not as bad as Ive been before (ive had some really bad sunburns on my face in the past) but its still bad, my face is pink/red and really doesnt hurt as bad as it looks. but it still sucks. if even one person comes up to me and says "your face is burnt" im going to throw something heavy ( Read more... )

oh my god i feel horrible. my entire body aches, im tired and peeling from getting sunburned last week. the peeling is the worst part, just because a) it means my tan is gone and b)the peeling looks so nasty. im tired because i work too much. and to add to the work load, I signed up for two classes at TCC a french class and a world religions class ( Read more... )

an entire summer without my parents being bitchy asses?! could it be possible ( Read more... )

its been a semi long week. or rather the week has just gone by really slow. even though i have worked every day, double shifts yesterday and today. Im not really complaing because i wanted this and asked for it. and the money will be frickin sweet, I just have a feeling im going to get burned out real fast. but we shall see. saw the movie united 93 ( Read more... )

"Joke me something awful, just like kisses on the neck of "just friends ( Read more... )

this is a long update. you were warned.... well maybe not ( Read more... )

it was a long day. and my dad has decided this minute is the perfect time to start on installing our new hard wood floor. which recquires ALOT of hammering. i asked my dad when he would be done seeing as I have to be at work at 445 tomorrow morning and he said "i'll be done when im done". gee thanks dad. i'll remember that next time you tell me not ( Read more... )

writing this real quick before I go work for 11 hours. yes sir, 8am-7pm. I dont mind-yet- it just means they know they can trust and rely on me. but by the end of the day I am sure my fuse will be a little short. working 445am-8am tomorrow and then the FALL OUT BOY AND ALL AMERICAN REJECTS CONCERT!!!!!!!!! i like all american rejects better than ( Read more... )