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It's not so much that I'm pissed at him as I'm pissed at the kind of person he is and the things that he's able to do to people without feeling a hint of fucking guilt.
I don't want to tell everyone the story, because it's not mine to tell. But if you know me, Cyrus, Chris, Chaps, or Colin Snyder well enough, you already know the story.
I've just been in this really depressed mood lately that gets me down about everything. Yes, Sarah makes me so unbelievably happy. Not to mention, the other night, when she told me for the first time that she is in love with me.
But all of this bullshit going on between all of my friends is just crushing me pretty much. I don't know how to handle it anymore! Both sides tell me how much they fucking hate eachother, but I don't pick sides. I just tell both sides that I'm here for them whenever, because I'm here for ANYONE whenever, wherever. I think that may be partly why people appreciate me and my personality....Hmm.
Anyway, enough of my pissed-offness and sadness. On a different note, the band ensemble thing is tonight, where each section from each band plays their own short piece. Our brass choir song is pretty rad, it's better than going to a guitar lesson and having all of this shit packed into my head.
I can't type anymore, I'm getting even more depressed thinking about all of these things going on around me. I'm sorry if this is annoying you.
Klik it dammit.
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Love you baby.
Dustin