something about bottles and beer on the wall. I forgot. :P
basics:
name: Britney DeSurne.
age: 15.
grade: 9th.
location: London.
DOB: 12-21-89
nationality: My father's dad is French, and my mother's family are German. Anyway..
height: I don't know. 5'7 / 5'8
likes: Piano, bass, violin, my boyfriend, going to shows, hanging out, poetry, collages, music, art, acting, making movies. Tons more.
dislikes: Liers, druggies, back stabbers, hxc christians, and hxc anti-christians I mean, get a life and learn to be open minded.. listen to the persons story before you say you hate them, you know?
favorites:
bands: Elliott Smith, Alkaline Trio, The Shins, The Blood Brothers, Every Time I Die, Darkest Hour, Rasputina, Lovedrug, Air, Sigur Ros, Godspeed You Black Emperor, Zao, Atreyu, A Static Lullaby, Against Me!, Anti-Flag, Cradle Of Filth, Bright Eyes, Death Cab, Frou Frou, Glassjaw, Iron and Wine, Radiohead, HORSE The Band, Kill Me Tomorrow.. Ah, it goes on and on.
singers: Elliott Smith..
tv shows: I have television. Sorry. It just doesn't amuse me at all.
songs: 'Needle In The Hay' - Elliott Smith, 'You've Got So Far To Go' - Alkaline Trio, 'Playground Love' - Air, 'New Slang' - The Shins, and 'Blackout' - Lovedrug.
movies: Good Will Hunting, The Royal Tenenbaums, Interview With The Vampire, Garden State, The Notebook, and Vanilla Sky.
stores: Urban Outfitters.. I guess.
quotes (and where they came from): When my boyfriend said "If I can die for you, then I guess I can live for you also." You have no idea how much it meant to me.
childhood memory: Hrm.. I remember when we stayed in Florida and my best friend owned a hotel. It was great. The food was free, we swam all day, she owned a huge pithon and a tiger. And off in the distance right beside of where this Natural Springs pool was there was this huge swamp, and if you looked close you could see the alligators/crocks (whatever they were) swimming around. We wanted to go out to the dock but it was rotten, and if we did we would've fallen in the water. Becoming lunch. Ah, it was great times none the less. We stayed up all night and was allowed to sleep in our very own hotel rooms. That, my friend, is pretty cool when you're only 6.
your idols: I don't have any.
your views on:
politics: Personally, I'm leaning towards becoming an Anarchist more and more every day. At the rate this world is going.. there wont even be one within the next 100 years.
abortion: I'm against it. Some people don't understand why it hurts certain people until they actually know someone who could've been aborted. I have a friend who's mother was raped, and that's how he came up. In a lot of cases the mother just gets an abortion. But for some reason she didn't.. and it's sad to think that there was a chance of me not even being blessed to have him in my life. Life would be pretty dull without him, that's for sure. It saddens me to think all these children don't even have a chance at life. To me, it's the same as murder. I don't know many people who would be comfortable with permanently having someone's blood on their hands for the rest of their life. Do you?
gay marriage: I'm not gay, but as cliche as it is, love is love.
vegeterianism: My boyfriend was a vegan. He and I both have a great love for animals, but he has a very high metabolism and it was causing him to lose weight rapidly. He has to eat meat, or else he'll die. It's quite sad, because he hates the stuff. The poor thing. And I think animal cruelty is horrid. :(
the high school drop-out rate: It sucks, it really does. America's future is going downhill. It's sad to think that America, the greatest country probably has the laziest people out of them all. I mean really, everyone's so spoiled now, they don't care if they have a life or not. All they care about is sitting around and watching television. Reasons why I am against it.
cutting/depression: I know how it feels. I know how it feels to never smile, to think that you're better of dead, to cry until your on your knees in the floor shaking, to cry until you vomit and have no control, to wish you were dead, to ask yourself if there's even a reason to be alive, I know how it feels to lose the things you care most about, and I know how it feels to give up. It got to the point where I was in the floor looking out my window, and I said "If there is a God, and he can hear me. Then give me a reason to live for." Months later, I met the love of my life, and I have never been more happy. I've realized that a lot of people will feel this way at one point in their life, and I've also realized that in order to truly be happy, you MUST sacrifice something. In order to be happy, you have to hurt. And sometimes, it hurts so effin bad. I know cutting yourself is bad, and I know most of you look at it and say "that's so stupid, why do they want to die?" They don't want to die, and the ones who truly are depressed aren't doing it to look cool. They're doing it because when you're in the floor, laying in your own vomit, shaking, with a knife in your hand, you're not going to stop and think about the situation. You just do it. It's sad to think that most of the teenagers who kill themselves, didn't even truly want to die. It's a matter of absent minded actions. And I hate it.. I really really hate it. If you feel bad, please.. get help. take it from someone who knows.
drugs/alcohol: They're awful. They may not hurt the person who is doing them, but they're hurting the people around them. Drugs are horrible. They cause you to stop thinking. And you start putting them before everything, everyone, and even the people you love. Why do you think they're illegal? jksdfhsldfjas
promotion & pictures:
what do you like about the two mods?: I don't really know them. One of them promoted in my journal. She had some alright music taste. I guess they're pretty rad.
promote us in three communities or journals: http://www.livejournal.com/users/_burnedbridges_/8978.html?view=2322#t2322, http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_siamesegun_x/10392.html?nc=3, http://www.livejournal.com/users/__unretrofied/23174.html?nc=1
post at least 3 clear pictures of yourself (no kissy faces):
That's from yesterday.
Those are from two weeks ago.
Over the summer.
name: Britney DeSurne.
age: 15.
grade: 9th.
location: London.
DOB: 12-21-89
nationality: My father's dad is French, and my mother's family are German. Anyway..
height: I don't know. 5'7 / 5'8
likes: Piano, bass, violin, my boyfriend, going to shows, hanging out, poetry, collages, music, art, acting, making movies. Tons more.
dislikes: Liers, druggies, back stabbers, hxc christians, and hxc anti-christians I mean, get a life and learn to be open minded.. listen to the persons story before you say you hate them, you know?
favorites:
bands: Elliott Smith, Alkaline Trio, The Shins, The Blood Brothers, Every Time I Die, Darkest Hour, Rasputina, Lovedrug, Air, Sigur Ros, Godspeed You Black Emperor, Zao, Atreyu, A Static Lullaby, Against Me!, Anti-Flag, Cradle Of Filth, Bright Eyes, Death Cab, Frou Frou, Glassjaw, Iron and Wine, Radiohead, HORSE The Band, Kill Me Tomorrow.. Ah, it goes on and on.
singers: Elliott Smith..
tv shows: I have television. Sorry. It just doesn't amuse me at all.
songs: 'Needle In The Hay' - Elliott Smith, 'You've Got So Far To Go' - Alkaline Trio, 'Playground Love' - Air, 'New Slang' - The Shins, and 'Blackout' - Lovedrug.
movies: Good Will Hunting, The Royal Tenenbaums, Interview With The Vampire, Garden State, The Notebook, and Vanilla Sky.
stores: Urban Outfitters.. I guess.
quotes (and where they came from): When my boyfriend said "If I can die for you, then I guess I can live for you also." You have no idea how much it meant to me.
childhood memory: Hrm.. I remember when we stayed in Florida and my best friend owned a hotel. It was great. The food was free, we swam all day, she owned a huge pithon and a tiger. And off in the distance right beside of where this Natural Springs pool was there was this huge swamp, and if you looked close you could see the alligators/crocks (whatever they were) swimming around. We wanted to go out to the dock but it was rotten, and if we did we would've fallen in the water. Becoming lunch. Ah, it was great times none the less. We stayed up all night and was allowed to sleep in our very own hotel rooms. That, my friend, is pretty cool when you're only 6.
your idols: I don't have any.
your views on:
politics: Personally, I'm leaning towards becoming an Anarchist more and more every day. At the rate this world is going.. there wont even be one within the next 100 years.
abortion: I'm against it. Some people don't understand why it hurts certain people until they actually know someone who could've been aborted. I have a friend who's mother was raped, and that's how he came up. In a lot of cases the mother just gets an abortion. But for some reason she didn't.. and it's sad to think that there was a chance of me not even being blessed to have him in my life. Life would be pretty dull without him, that's for sure. It saddens me to think all these children don't even have a chance at life. To me, it's the same as murder. I don't know many people who would be comfortable with permanently having someone's blood on their hands for the rest of their life. Do you?
gay marriage: I'm not gay, but as cliche as it is, love is love.
vegeterianism: My boyfriend was a vegan. He and I both have a great love for animals, but he has a very high metabolism and it was causing him to lose weight rapidly. He has to eat meat, or else he'll die. It's quite sad, because he hates the stuff. The poor thing. And I think animal cruelty is horrid. :(
the high school drop-out rate: It sucks, it really does. America's future is going downhill. It's sad to think that America, the greatest country probably has the laziest people out of them all. I mean really, everyone's so spoiled now, they don't care if they have a life or not. All they care about is sitting around and watching television. Reasons why I am against it.
cutting/depression: I know how it feels. I know how it feels to never smile, to think that you're better of dead, to cry until your on your knees in the floor shaking, to cry until you vomit and have no control, to wish you were dead, to ask yourself if there's even a reason to be alive, I know how it feels to lose the things you care most about, and I know how it feels to give up. It got to the point where I was in the floor looking out my window, and I said "If there is a God, and he can hear me. Then give me a reason to live for." Months later, I met the love of my life, and I have never been more happy. I've realized that a lot of people will feel this way at one point in their life, and I've also realized that in order to truly be happy, you MUST sacrifice something. In order to be happy, you have to hurt. And sometimes, it hurts so effin bad. I know cutting yourself is bad, and I know most of you look at it and say "that's so stupid, why do they want to die?" They don't want to die, and the ones who truly are depressed aren't doing it to look cool. They're doing it because when you're in the floor, laying in your own vomit, shaking, with a knife in your hand, you're not going to stop and think about the situation. You just do it. It's sad to think that most of the teenagers who kill themselves, didn't even truly want to die. It's a matter of absent minded actions. And I hate it.. I really really hate it. If you feel bad, please.. get help. take it from someone who knows.
drugs/alcohol: They're awful. They may not hurt the person who is doing them, but they're hurting the people around them. Drugs are horrible. They cause you to stop thinking. And you start putting them before everything, everyone, and even the people you love. Why do you think they're illegal? jksdfhsldfjas
promotion & pictures:
what do you like about the two mods?: I don't really know them. One of them promoted in my journal. She had some alright music taste. I guess they're pretty rad.
promote us in three communities or journals: http://www.livejournal.com/users/_burnedbridges_/8978.html?view=2322#t2322, http://www.livejournal.com/users/x_siamesegun_x/10392.html?nc=3, http://www.livejournal.com/users/__unretrofied/23174.html?nc=1
post at least 3 clear pictures of yourself (no kissy faces):
That's from yesterday.
Those are from two weeks ago.
Over the summer.