So Thursday I went to camp wow.

It is a church camp.

I cannot believe how much I have changed.

I could tell something drastic was gunna happen from the first night.

We played games worshiped sang and danced.

I think the biggest impact was the last night service and our family groups.

My family group consisted of Carter Jessica John Justin Michelle Gabby ( Read more... )

Its definatly been awhile
Things have changed alot.

Me and Kaleb have been dating for about two months
We started dating on March23rd
I can honestly say I have never felt this way in my life
I love Kaleb with all my heart
We fight ALOT but we always end up making up.
I trust him so much.
He wont use me for anything sexual and I know even when we break up ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in foreverrrrrr. I have a boyfriend now. ANd finally for the FIRST TIME something feels right

Things have definatly changed in the past month.

I trusted and confided in people I shouldn't up.

I went through a break up that really hurt me alot.
But its not like he was different
I have been through this same situation before.
Coming out of that mess was the best thing.
I now have a friend that is amazing.
I can talk to him about anything
And I know ( Read more... )

Life sure has changed soo freaking much
I am so happy
I have the best friends in the world
and a wonderful boyfriend
i havent been this happy in.... well ever.
Its just amazing to feel truely happy
Yeah I still have my family problems
But I actually have people I can talk to about em
And my best friend Sydney Jenny and CHloe
I can talk to them  about ( Read more... )

Hmmph.

Well its christmas..

It just does not feel like christmas what so ever.

I have an urge to tell whats on my mind.

I want a purpose.

A life purpose.

I dont have a relationship

Well actually I have never had a real relationship

Im losing contact with almost everyone from Michigan

And slowly other people from out of state too.

I'm a good kid and yet ( Read more... )

its been awhile ( Read more... )

Time to rant and rave thats what this thing iis for right?

I am kind of relizing who my true friends

Everyday I wish that I could seriously kill to go back home

To be where people actually give a shit

People here just dont understand me

I no longer like hanging out with my best friend at school

Jake and Justin both hate me...

So I  would rather not be ( Read more... )

Well if you don't know whats going on in my life well here you go

This is a bulletin that basically covers everything
I don't want any sympathy it's just something I have to get out
ANd people always ask me whats wrong
and I honestly hate explaining things
So here's everything

Is it so bad that I almost started balling at work...

I just started thinking ( Read more... )

 
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