i got a new piercing!
an industrial in my right ear.
it's fucking awesome.
but it was expensive. -_-


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so i got promoted at work.
i now make 8.25 instead of 7.50.
that's whats up. :D

well, i had an awesome new year's eve.
i met about 6 to 8 new people.
and almost all of them were really cool people.
everyone was fucked up.
it was fun as hell. haha.
and i got to see trevor. :D
he tried to tell me some dumb joke but i didn't laugh.
he was so fucking drunk. :3

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trevor told megan the other day that "he's too busy for a g/f".
so i'm moving on. (though if he called me one day & asked me out i'd prolly say yes).
i'm trying to think of any cute, single guys that might date me.

so i got to hang out with trevor for the first time since the halloween party ( Read more... )

it started snowing last night.
first snow of the season!

jagerbombs + a fight = friday night.
that was crazy as hell.

i really want to call him.
i really want to talk to him.
i miss him.
but something is holding me back from doing any of this.
i'm getting tired of holding onto this when there couldn't be anything here anymore.
i need to know if anything is ever going to happen between us.
that way i can move on if i need to.
because not knowing at all.. is killing

"your own disaster" by taking back sunday is the perfect song to describe the status between me and trevor. :/

i hate when you know you should feel happy & content but you just feel.. empty ( Read more... )