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[___atlantic]

I am disconnected.

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[cold_brown_eyes]

i know what you mean.

[___atlantic]

that stinks.

[overrateddesire]

i feel the same way.

[cold_brown_eyes]

It really does. I feel like I'm at the mercy of something I can't even fathom, which would be easier to accept if I was religious, but I'm generally not.

I think I'm a control freak of some sort haha.

[myhearts_yours]

thanks dear! You know, it's pretty sad that the only time we've hung out was when I had my wisdom teeth out and cried to go home cuz my sockets hurt so bad haha. I think we'd have a good time. I hope things are okay for you at the moment. school's a drag, as usual? keep smiling dear.

[___atlantic]

I'll try smiling more. Life's alright, but you're right, school's just a hassle.

[kt73763]

schools a pain. i'm just counting the days untill we get to graduate. i know how you feel about feeling disconnected, i barely talk to half the people i did last year, i don't even look at people in the hallway anymore. school and the people in it are becoming inconvenient.

[___atlantic]

I agree completely, and it's sad to admit. I'm just disappointed with the way some people and things have turned out. It's scary to remember the way things used to be in comparison to now; no one knows the true meaning of 'innocence', few know what it's like to be a good friend, few know how to be respectful and courteous to others. On top of that, few people recognize the fact that EVERYONE is fighting their own battle and its constantly vicious outbreaks and catty fights that I hear about and/or have to deal with. There is never peace, there is never quiet, reflective times in high school, it's always a fast-paced, constantly on the run type atmosphere, and if you fall, you will more than likely be trampled on by the majorities. Meh.