I'm gonna buy a gun and start a war, If you can tell me something worth fighting for.

Things have been pretty good. I like being with Andrew a lot, I'm always smiling when I'm with him. Allstate last night was a drag, I got really nervous and did pretty awful on sight reading, oh well. I got my report card; A's and B's, the parents are proud. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm sick of fake friends; fuck you and your shit you feed people ( Read more... )

Andrew's sickness finally got me sick on Wednesday and I stayed home Thursday, barely able to move my limbs. I'm better now! School's been ok, I still have three hours of driving to do before I'm done and another hour of observation, real sucky. I'm hoping to get my license next weekend, if at all possible ( Read more... )

I am very, very happy. Although we got caught for taking off last friday during the 'so-called' 2 hour delay, and now we all have Saturday detentions, it's all good. I'm bummed Andrew's grounded, but hopefully it won't be forever. Things are good at home, things are good in school, things are getting better in the whole drama area as well ( Read more... )

I wasn't looking for anything in anyone. I wasn't expecting anything out of you; didn't need anything, didn't want anything, but somehow I found something so beautiful in you. This weekend was incredible, I spent it with Andrew and went stargazing and to victorian park ( Read more... )

That's right, two entries in one day; deal.

Tonight was incredible, it was just what I needed. Andrew is amazing.

being confused sucks. I'm not giving up, I do that too easily at all the wrong times ( Read more... )

I want to scream and rip my hair out; I can't be here anymore. This whole situation is so negative, it's a fucking joke. Why does shit always seem to happen to me ( Read more... )

nothings really the way I thought it was and everyone's a liar. No one ever sticks around and nothing good ever happens to me. I'm crawling deeper and deeper into a hole I can't get out of, a mind state that won't go away. I'm disconnecting. People are strange ( Read more... )

school is not bad during spirit week. Especially when you barely go. I need to stop cutting class, I need to remember to do my work, also. I like dressing up for spirit week and getting into it, it's the first year I have. I did the obstacle course with Jessie the other day, we hauled ass; so much fun ( Read more... )