its weird to think that ill be a student at RIC in the fall, and not MHHS. itll be different. another month. thats it. but itll be fun. and hard. but so incredibly exciting. well, technically i already am, with the summer class and all. speaking of which... time t write an essay. yay, college essays. but we get to rewrite one at the end of the ( Read more... )

going to bennys and playing with the talking toys w/ neil and todd is great. i brought jess and kait tonight ( Read more... )

2 am and im still awake writing a song ( Read more... )

its been a long time since ive been this stressed out. school work ed, its all becoming too much. idk i know im being stupid and selfish and i shouldnt be worried. but eh.

i have a new goal. one that i want to make work. one that i want to stick. one that im going to have to fight for. GAIN TEN POUNDS. no more of this 300 calorie a day bullshit. i cant take it. jesse... youll never read this, so ill tell you in person. but you helped me, you opened my eyes, you made me beleive that i DO have a strong mind. ill call ( Read more... )

after getting wrecked, i passed out at 3 am on the couch and slept until... now. ooooouch.

i just sprayed my body spray all over my room for no reason. at least it smells good ( Read more... )

college is exciting, and ive only been there for one week.... with one class. im sure itll start SUCKING sooner or later. hopefully later. im so excited for the fall. so... so... excited ( Read more... )

19 days until i get my nose peirced. get excited.

college is awesome. and it sucks at the same time. because i already have a 5 page paper due tomm. what. the. butt.

guys who are 29 suck.

ugh. im speechless. utterly... entirely...